4 Years

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Dear grandma,

I thought I would not have to write this letter
for I thought things would get better.
But after 4 years,
I still feel as though I am thirteen.
After 4 years,
I still hear you scream.

Why do you scream?
No one screams when they are in Heaven.
Is Heaven not what it seems?
Mother does not take me seriously
when I say I hear you scream...
But,
She has never felt like my mother...
And she does not see my dreams.

I know those are dreams.
Nothing more than twisted moonbeams.
I know the angels cried
when you left, when you died.
As pearlescent light fell from the sky,
Opalescent tears fell from my eyes.

They continue to do so
until I see you again,
until my soul is no longer full of woe,
until I finally end.

Love your granddaughter,
A.L.J.L

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