I sat in the parking lot I cant believe I just saw that. I mean it wasn't like I knew No I mean, make any It don't really make any sense I mean, it's not like I, I didn't think you were seeing other people or whatever, mean I was seeing other people but he know what this is. I looked in the mirror I asked myself. why am I crying over a nigga that don't give a damn about me. he over there fucking that bitch and im sitting here crying. I didn't mean a damn thing to him so why act like I did. I refuse to feed myself the same bullshit. Im going to marry Latrell fuck August
Latrell:hey baby
Tyler: Hey
Latrell: so for tonight I was thinking lets skip kenni dinner
Tyler: she my best friend you smoking crack if you think im missing out on her dinner
Latrell : but you know she don't like me
Tyler: why you say that
Latrell: she keeps callin me a bitch nigga
Tyler: at least that's the only name right
Latrell: I wish I been called fuck boy stupid nigga lookin nigga oh and my favorite thottie of chicity
Tyler: ( laughs) im sorry but the last one was funny
Latrell: no it wasn't but okay ill go ( smile) if we can you kno
Tyler: no I don't ( arch eyebrow)
Latrell: come on lets get in the shower and get ready
He took my hand and walked into the bedroom, the love making between me and trell lost its spark. He cant make me feel like august fuck what am I saying. I came back to reality when Latrell turned on the water.
Latrell: ( kiss) I missed you today baby..( kiss) I cant wait till we get married ( kiss) and live happily ever after
Tyler: with the kids and the house in the suburbs of the city
Latrell: ( laughs) how bout the house and the dog
Tyler: you don't want kids
Latrell: no why would I do that , shit im doin enough sharing all this money with you.
Tyler: wow
Latrell: come on baby I don't wanna fight .. come on let trell trell make it up
Tyler: ( arch eyebrow) and how
He ducked down and pushed my legs apart, he dove in. I leaned my head back in excatsy and when I looked down I saw fantasy august.
