After lunch I was driving back to the hospital but when I parked I saw he was hesitant on coming out the car. He just sat in silence and I saw a tear coming down from his lenses
Darrell: its okay son let it out
August: I cant stay here it aint rite and it jus gone hurt moe. Im jus gonna go to ha place so I can be ha.
Darrell: be strong Anthony ( hug) ill call if anything differs
August: thank you
Wen I got in my car I turned on my on radio den I heard some tink song I only knew dat tyla was drivin to get ha hair done fo my show. I wiped my eyes and turned off da radio and jus drove in slience. Wen I got to ha place and opened da door it reminded meh tha first time we made luv. I remember wen I saw ha wen she opened da doe I knew my lips needed to be on ha body. I walked ova by da table and touched it . da flashbacks were jus coming back in force. Im going to kill Layla cuz ha sister aint got shit to do wit us.
August: tyla babeh I miss ya ( blew a kiss in the air)
I made my way into ha room and I looked at ha bed. I remembered wen we made luv in da showa and I carried her out here. I laid next to ha pillow and I jus wanted to be able to wrap my arms round ha waist. ( sigh) but I cant do dat . I pulled out my phone hopin and prayin dat I wuld have a notification from ha daddy but I was let down by seein nothing. I went through my phone and saw some of ol videos. I took my sunglasses and hat off and took off my shoes. I got unda ha covers and it smelled like ha.
August: lawd gimme strength cuz you kno how much she mean to meh. Jus bring ha back let ha fight through dis amen
I took off my phone off da counter and pulled up some of our videos cuz if I used my imagination I can act like she here wit meh and not in dis coma dat Layla put ha in.
