the blade cuts through my skin, not deep enough to cut or bleed. just to leave a scar.
my minds ease away from my head as everything gets a little bit easier.
the pain feels good.
maybe tonight will be my downfall and i can watch the ground beneath my feet give up, but at least it feels good.
at least no one else has to know what i'm doing.
at least i can hide the blade somewhere no one will find it.
i like it. i thought i wouldn't. what happens now?
