Penchant

10- step one

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✿ A S A M I ✿

THE MOMENT I WOKE UP
the first thing that greeted me was a ding from my phone signaling that I had received a text, reaching over to grab my phone, it slipped, plopping itself on the floor.

"C'mon" I groaned reaching over to get that damn cellphone only to be greeted by a small furry thing.

As long as I can remember I had wooden floors.

I opened an eye only to be greeted by a small little kitten, immediately I grabbed onto it forgetting all about the phone.

"Surprise" I looked up to see calum leaning against my bedroom door, a wide, proud smirk on his face.

"It's so cute"

"It's a he"

"Did you name it?"

"I was sorta hoping you would" sighing I sat cris cross on the bed, petting him on his head as he let out small soft purs.

"How bout winne? Like winne the pooh" winne the pooh had always been my favorite Disney TV show ever. I watch it religiously almost every week. (You're never to old for Disney ok?)

"Then it's a deal, welcome home winne the pooh" calum walked over sitting directly next to me, the small furry thing making both me and calum turn into mush

"And for short he can be called winne" I smiled, petting it's belly.

"No, his will be names winne the pooh, full name always" he grinned, stealing the small kitty from my embrace.

"Hey, remember when you told me you had a kitten kink?" Calum laughed, making my cheeks turn red.

"Think I'm gonna start calling you kitten" he cheekily smiled.

"Calum.." I rolled my eyes, reaching over for my phone.

(1) new text from ash-no

From: ash-no

"Come over if u wanna start step1"

"Cal as much as I would love to stay and enjoy winne the pooh's presence, duty calls" I sadly smiled.

"Where you going kitten?" He spoke, the nickname affecting me in the weirdest ways ever.

"A-Ashton place" I whispered, barely being able to speak.

"Did daddy say you could go to Ashton's place, huh kitten?" If fainting was an option I would have been long gone, far, down, deep in the ground.

"Cal-calum fuck stop" I gasped, running towards my closet for air.

"That's daddy to you" he laughed, obviously not taking notice of how I was out of fucking breathe.

"Calum- fuck shut up" I moaned out of frustration, I had no idea how much more I could handle.

"Holy shit, am I turning you on?" A loud bark of laughter erupting from calum.

"Out of my room, now" as he walked towards the door all he did was laugh, almost slamming into the door on his way out.

Twenty minutes later I was out the door ignoring every sign of calum in the house, (pretty sure he moved in)

My mind over thinking as usual to the worst case scenarios that could happen at Ashton's house.

So far the worst thing that could happen was me walking in on him having sex with another girl, because I would be completely surprised, and out of breathe (mostly lost and sad though.)

But of course Ashton had more class than that, because when I walked in, there Ashton was, on the couch, having sex with not only one of my only girl best friends, but the girl that Ashton knew made me insecure. she was way prettier, and I was always afraid of her stealing Ashton away from me. (due to multiple threats)

My breath got caught in my throat, tears welling up in my eyes.

Seeing him kiss another girl in front of me was something, but him having sex with someone I am insecure of, just felt like bricks to the face.

Guess I was right.

I just wasn't good enough for ashton.

Nor will I ever be.

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I KNOW THIS IS AN ASAMI CHAPTER AND NOT AN ASHTON ONE IM SORRY.

I'm having really really bad writers block, so I had to make a change and make this chapter asami, because I couldn't write an Ashton one.

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-janna🌙