Involuntarily Yours

Involuntarily Yours (21)

-Lea's POV-

She followed Aga and found her on their bedroom.

"Ags..." She called his attention.

He's currently sitting at the edge of the bed with his elbows on top of his knees, head on his hands.

He looked up to her.

She expected him to be mad, but he was not.

He looks sad.

"Aga, about Joaquin--" she started but Aga raised his hand to stop her.

"I know Lea, you don't have to explain. Nagulat lang ako sa sinabi ni Peachy kanina. Alam kong si Peachy ang gusto niya. He actually talked to me about her and she's pregnant." Aga said lightly and she was surprised by the news.

"Oh, my! Really? I'm so happy for them!" She exclaimed happily but she halted when she saw that Aga has a serious look on his face.

"What about you Lea? Was there a time that you fell in-love with your bestfriend? I knew that he was the one who helped you na tumakas nung kasal natin." He said as-a-matter-of-factly.

Lea, stayed where she is, she's standing in front of her.

"I didn't, and if we were to be honest right now Aga. I don't think I'll ever love someone as I do you. Aaminin kong naging mahirap. Hindi mo alam kung ilang beses kong pinigilan ang sarili kong umuwi at bumalik sa'yo, dahil tuwing naalala ko ---" she stopped speaking as she can't help the sobs that escapes her mouth.

"Tuwing, naalala ko kung paano ka halikan ng babaeng yun, durog na durog ako Ags. Alam kong hindi mo yun ginusto, pero masakit pa din pala, but you see Ags? I was willing to forget my pain, just so I could remove yours. Gusto kong, burahin lahat ng sakit na nabigay ko nung iwanan kita at handa akong kalimutan lahat ng sakit nung ako yung kinalimutan mo noon." She clutched her chest as she said those words.

"Alam mo ba kung gaano kita ka mahal Lea?" Aga asked and she shook her head in reply, kahit pa nga alam niyang hindi siya nakikita nito.

"Sobra kitang mahal na natatakot ako. The moment I heard Peachy accused Bobby of being in-love with you, natakot ako. You are wonderful Lea, it's no wonder if someone fall in-love with you, at kapag dumating ang oras na yun, paano kung mahulog ka at iwanan mo ako? At sobrang mahal kita at natatakot akong baka hindi ko kaya." He sobbed and Lea felt warmth in her heart because of his sincerity.

She never thought that he loves her that much and she didn't know how to respond to that.

So she came with an idea she only knows how to show him that she loves him just as much as he loves her.

"Do you remember the first time that something happened to us?" She asked while removing the buttons of her shirt.

She thought Aga squinted his eyes, as if he can see what she was doing but she shrugged it off, imposible because he is still blind.

"When you ask me to father you a child?" He asked and then he gulped when she tossed her shirt on the floor.

"Yeah." She answered while removing her bra. "Do you want to know why, it was you who I asked?" Finally getting rid of her bra, she then proceeded to remove her bottoms.

"I remember you telling me that you'll find someone else if I don't agree." He replied and shifted on his seat.

"Aga." She said, when the rest of her clothing joined the other discarded garments on the floor.

"Kung hindi ka pumayag, I was seriously considering doing IVF than to have sex with someone else." She said as she went to him and took his hand and guided it to her body. "You know, I will never let anyone touch me the way you touch me." She gasped as Aga pulled her so she can sit on his lap.