Warnings- Swearing and insecurities
ALSO ALL OF YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL AND IF ANYONE HAS SAID ANYTHING OTHERWISE I WILL LEARN KARATE JUST TO FIGHT THEIR ASSES :)
It was no secret that you were insecure about your looks/body. You've always tried your best to hide it but it was no use everyone knew. Plus it doesn't help that your dating the hottest guy at school which makes you get judged more than other girl around. The stupid bitches at your school always knew what to say as well to ruin your day. You were walking down the hallway, your books clung close to your chest. You preferably didn't want anyone to notice you but as always you were the center of attention.
?- Oh look watch out for the hippo
?- Here comes the whale make way or she'll suffocate you.
These comments are so fucking stupid and dumb like wtf. But they always hurt your feelings. You just ignored them the best you could as you quickly got to your locker. You opened it and took a deep breathe and grabbed all of your homework out and putting it in your backpack before speeding out of the school to your car.
?- Johnny will eventually leave her after he realizes how much of a pig she is.
The Johnny comments are the ones that dig the deepest. You were always insecure about your relationship with Johnny. It's not that you don't love him with all of your heart and that you trust him, it's that you believe that he could be with someone so much more beautiful and less curvy.
You choked back tears as you got into your car. You heard a faint yell of your name but you had already sped off before looking back to see who it was.
*Skip 30 mins*
You sat in front of floor length mirror in your bedroom in just your bra and underwear staring at yourself while trying to choke back tears. You played with your slight belly rolls and you traced the stretch marks on your thighs, butt, and boobs. Eventually you couldn't hold back your sobs anymore. You sink to the floor and sobbed, sobbed, and did some more sobbing before you heard your bedroom door open. You quickly ran to your bathroom hoping it wasn't your mom or dad seeing you in your underwear.
J- Y/N?
You sighed of relief before slowly exiting your bathroom knowing that it would be better for you if you didn't hide your feelings and thoughts. He saw you and instantly wrapped you in a hug while stroking your hair softly while laying soft kisses on your head.
J- What's wrong baby?
You took a deep breathe.
Y/N- Am I beautiful?
Johnny stepped back confused on why you would even say that. He knows about your securities but he's never heard you be so sad and in pain about them.
J- Of course you are Y/N.
You shook your head no before crying again. You looked at yourself in the mirror while grabbing all of your "extra" fat.
Y/N- I'm fat, I'm curvy in all the wrongs places, my teeth aren't perfect, my eyebrows are bushy, my hairs a mess, I look like a fucking tiger because all of these stretch marks. I am far from beautiful. There are way more beautiful people out there than me.
Johnny gently took your face in his hands.
J- There ain't a beauty on this planet comin' close to you. Your so god damn beautiful. I am obsessed with your curves, they are in all the right places, I love your stretch marks as well to me they represent maturing and growing into your beautiful body. Your eyebrows are perfect and your teeth are perfect and so is your hair. Your perfect for me and to me. Don't listen to what those stupid fucks say. They are just jealous because they don't compare to how fucking beautiful you are. So please, please, please don't make yourself feel bad about the beauty you have. I love you so fucking much and it pains me to see you sad.
This time you were crying but happy tears.
Y/N- I love you so fucking much.
You let out a happy sob before smiling and kissing him softly. He pulled away and grabbed your ass and smacked it.
J- Your body is perfect. Your curves are perfect. You are perfect.
You smiled before walking into your closet to grab some clothes but your hand was pulled away. You looked over to see Johnny smirking.
J- Nope I like you better this way. But you wanna know what would be even better?
You chuckled and motioned for him to continue.
J- You being naked.
You snorted before slapping his chest playfully.
J- No but for real how about we go and relax in a hot bathe or a shower.
You nodded and put your hands on the side of his face softly before pulling him in for a soft kiss before walking into the bathroom...
