Zoe's POV
'We need to talk' Beau says pulling me roughly by the arm.
'Okay, your hurting me Beau' I say calmly. Although, i am quite scared, i feel a special connection between myself and Beau. I remember Beau being my favourite Janoskian when i hadn't met him, but when i came to Melbourne to meet them i thought i liked Jai, but i really am not sure. Beau is more adventurous and risky where as Jai is simple and sweet. I like them both, but which one do i love? I mean, i have been with Jai for 6 months now and it has been nice, but not really what i have wanted. I just would feel incredibly mean telling Jai i love his brother. Love. It's a powerful word, i don't know whether that is how i feel about Beau, or Jai for that matter. I love Jai, i really do but if it is love i feel for Jai it has got to be something stronger towards Beau. There is something pulling me towards Beau which Jai doesn't have. I remember rejecting Beau because i was in denial about my love for him, but now i realise, I should have just accepted it and hurt nobody rather than deny it, and hurt people who i care about.
Beau was taking me somewhere private as i could see. He had loosened his grip, but not let go of me. We were heading for what looked like a wooden shack, it looked really unstable, but very hidden from everywhere else.
'What do you want Beau?' I say quite harshly,snatching my arm free from his hold.
'Is it true?' Beau says quite quietly, but sharply.
'What?' I say acting like i don't know what he's on about.
'Don't bullshit me Zoe, is it true?' He says getting incredibly close now and pushing me up against the shack.
'Beau--'
'Zoe, i know you know what i'm on about. If you need me to spell it out for you then okay. Do you or have you ever had feelings for me? I need the truth. Depending on your answer i have some decisions to make' Beau says cutting me off from what i was about to say.
'Beau, i was about to say that i did have feelings for you' I say quietly.
'I knew it was tr--'
'But, i can't answer you on my current feelings as i don't know what i am feeling at this moment in time.' I say interrupting him this time.
'Well, maybe this might help you figure it out' Beau says pushing my hands against the shack. Beau looks straight into my eyes for a long, luscious second then crashes his lips onto mine. My lips were tingling with pleasure. The sensation i was feeling was amazing, the way our mouths moved in sync with one another made my skin tingle with happiness. Although i felt extremely guilty. I was practically cheating on Jai with his brother and i have never felt as much guilt in my life as i have now. Not just the fact i was cheating made my skin crawl, the fact i was making out with one of my best friends crushes also made this situation even worse. I pull away from Beau's plump lips and turn my face to the side.
'This is wrong' I say breathing heavily.
'But it feels so right Zoe' Beau says kissing me once again. I reluctantly pull away once more.
'Beau, i am cheating on your brother with you. Do you know how bad that is? Not to mention how pissed Jess would be if she found out' I say quite loudly. Beau releases my hands and kisses me on the forehead.
'So, who do you feel more strongly towards Zo? Jai, or me?' Beau says with his head bowed down looking at his feet.
'I-I-I don't know Beau' I say looking past Beau and at the club house. Then i see a couple hand in hand walking past, i can't help but think that i should be with Beau like that. Wait... That looks like Luke and Molly. Then, to my disgrace, the girl turned to look straight at the shack and i saw it was Molly. And i knew she had saw me because for a few seconds we made eye contact and i could tell she was eager to find out what was happening.
