Flashback
15 year old sky pov
outfit for the party
this is like the fourth party that I've been to since at the beginning of the school and school just started a week ago you ask Nick "where is Alex at" Nick shrug "I haven't seen him all night.""ahhh that's very helpful" I replied
Alex was my boyfriend of two years. We have always been by our side and checking in on each other so that's why it's very weird not to see him anywhere around. I begin to look upstairs just in case but a part of me was telling me no but I wanted to make sure he was okas soon as I open up the door, my heart dropped to the floor, and a bird was stabbing it over and over again
I see Alex on top of a girl with no clothes on "Alex" I say, with a shaky voice, he looks at me with a plain expression,
I just walked away, not even closing the door as every step that I was taking down the stairs I was getting numb not feeling one thing
as I was walking down, I was thinking of all the empty promises that he gave me telling me that how much he loves me, and he wants to spend his whole life with me taking care of me having kids should have known it was a lie
was that just all for fun?
You go to the kitchen and pour a heavy alcohol drink some random person comment to the side" you better watch out too much of that and it can knock you out"
you finish your 3rd cup this girl walks up to you giving you a grin she grabs your hands and says " let's dance, hon" you cringe at that nickname, but you take her offer as y'all were dancing she keeps bringing you closer and closer to her
you try and look around seeing if you can find any of your friends, she puts her hand on your side and says"I love your outfit" you smile and mother a soft thank you wow she pushes you against the wall. When the hard surface meets your back you look at her.
she picks up a cookie from the table and offers you wan. You shake your head " come on just try it bye" you look around uncomfortable Lee" no I'm not hungry" when she gives you a sad face you were just about to grab it but as soon as it was in your hand, it was on the floorsomeone grabbed you protective leave and had their arms around your body. Whoever it was they made me feel safe in their arms.
" sky no you can't have cookies" you hear a familiar voice you've decided to lift up your head and see it was Matt you give him a soft smile " I don't feel too good" he brings you to the nearest bathroom while texting his brothers about everything that's going on
he puts me on the counter and closes the door "you know that you can't take food from strangers at a crazy party like this" you take a breath in and let it out" I know, but there's just so much going on tonight" you sit there and tell him what all happened leading up to that point
tears are running down your face Matt gives you a soft hug " I know and I understand sky you're just really drunk right now so here have a little bit of water. Let's go on the floor because I know you're going to be throwing up soon." he picks you up and lays you on the floor next to the bathroom toilet
assume that I was on the floor I started throwing up. Matt Saufley grabs all of my hair and holding it back with his freehand. He started drawing soft patterns on my back whenever I was done throwing up he gave me more water, and I sat back looking at him.
"I know that this is so disgusting right now and you could've been having a good time but thank you " he smiled at me." I'm just glad I came in before something bad happened to you." I smiled back at him. I started shivering a little bit since I had not a lot of material covering me." here have this" he looks at me while taking off his hoodie
" thank you" he looks at me and started to laugh "what?" I raise my eyebrow at him. l stop saying that" I give him a confused luck" you keep on thanking me stop doing that" he smiles "oh sorry I looked down." he puts his two fingers underneath my chin to make me look up at him." hey no it's fine." he gives me a soft smile.
at this moment, I don't know what is happening. I don't know if it was the alcohol in here or the close proximity that me and Matt are in but the more that I look deeper in his eyes the more I get confuse with my feelings.
Sky I know you're really drunk right now and you're probably not gonna remember this, but I have to tell you this it's killing me
"I love you" you choke on your spit and start coughing, wide eyed" growing up I was confused. I didn't know if I loved you in a sisterly way or deeply in my feelings. If anybody ever hurt you, I wanted to hurt them. Anything bad happened to you? I wanted to protect you no matter what."
"and I know you won't remember this, so is it ok to ask you if it's ok to kiss you?" you sit there, thinking it over and over again you look at him while he is fidgeting nervously, while he makes eye contact with you. You shake your head yes and give him a smile.
" but first, can you get me some more water and some mouthwash" he opens up the cabinet and quickly grabs the mouthwash. That's unopened and opens it, and gets a cup and pours more water into it. He bends back down, giving it to me after I was done he laid back down right next to me.
he looks at you, smiling you get on top of his lap, putting one leg on either side of him you look into each other's eyes and he comes closer and closer you meet him halfway y'all lips move in sync together his lips taste, so sweet he puts his hands around your waist y'all come up for air
Matt says " i'm sorry I shouldn't have taken advantage of you. I know you're really drunk right now and you can't be making these decisions" I cut him off." no it's fine I needed it." you smile at him.
"Sky I will always love you I will be waiting for you as long as it will take you can date 100 guys and I will still be waiting for you "
A few seconds later after Matt has finished talking you too we're just hugging on the floor and then you hear hard knocking on the bathroom door I was already drifting off to sleep
"Matt, are you in there? " two familiar voices was shouting from the door. Matt gets up and open the door walks in Chris and Nick.
"is she OK?"" what happen" question after question, was coming out of both of the boys
Matt told them "let's go outside and talk about it"
I see Matt start to leave and I start to panic and whine. He runs over and told me that he will just be a second and to drink more water.
next thing you know you start dozing off
authors note oh my god guys this chapter took a while to write. I had a idea but then in the middle of it I hated it and I started with something new. I'm so sorry it took me a while to post this but I just wanted to let you know that there will be more flashbacks and everything to lead up to everything just please enjoy this roller coaster of a ride
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