draco malfoy imagines

she's everything II

The next day, as we got ready to leave for Hogwarts, my sister remained quiet.

"Es, I really am sorry."

"It's not your fault, you did what you had to. I'm not upset about that, I'm just thinking about something else," she reassured me, giving me a hug before we got onto the train.

We went our separate ways, I went towards the Ravenclaw unit, while she went with the Slytherins. Before I went in, I saw a blurb of blonde walking up to hug my sister. In order to avoid heartbreak, I rushed into the unit.
I stayed quiet throughout the train ride.

My friends were a bit worried, but I brushed it off saying I was tired. As I got to Hogwarts, I felt drained, heartbroken and upset. Why did I do this to myself? It was over before it even began. I can't do this to my sister, it's not fair to her. As I walked off the Ravenclaw unit, I saw my sister embracing him. She was crying for some reason, and he was consoling her. Thankfully he was facing his back against me, so he didn't see me looking at them.

As dinner began, I noticed that Draco and Esmeray sat together in the great hall. Again, their backs were facing me, but they seemed to be in deep conversation. After I finished my dinner, I rushed out of the Great Hall to go into the library. Studying always got my mind off of things, and thankfully it really did help.

Until I heard his voice. My heart clenched, I took off my glasses as tears brimmed my eyes. Just let go. She always has to have everything. At this point I'm used to it, because it's always her. Even if I have to let go of the first thing I've ever wanted.I felt suffocated, so I took off my tie. It didn't help one bit.

Breaking me away from my thoughts, I heard the library door open, the librarian greeted them, and I heard the name Draco Malfoy come off her lips. I heard his steps getting louder. Through my tears, I noticed that he sat right across the table, right in front of me. I felt his gaze and continued to look down, wiping my tears.

"Crying again?" he asked. I clenched my fist, letting out a huff. My glasses were off, my Ravenclaw tie was off. He must've thought I was Esmeray. I still don't think he's aware that I'm his twin.

"I'm sorry, it's okay, I'm okay." I continued to look down. I could hear him grinning.

"I find it weird. I've been thinking about our first date until now." he smirked. I held my breath, I abruptly stood up, grabbing my textbook, my glasses and my tie. "Where are you going?" I ignored him. Anywhere but here. I couldn't stand it.

"Wait, Y/N!" he ran up to me, grabbing my wrist and pinned me to the nearest wall. "Now that I've found you, I'm never letting you out of my sight again." I stared at him a bit confused by his statement.

"We can't," I used all my force to break my hands free from his grasp. "You're dating Esmeray."

"Gee, Y/N, stop complaining, just be with him already." a voice spoke. My sister was behind Draco, smirking. Draco pinched his nose and began to speak.

"Look, your sister and I are in a fake relationship. We did it to get our parents off our backs. Not to mention Pansy and Nott. They've been insufferable lately."

"And we both wanted to know what a real relationship felt like, so we decided to go on a date," she continued.

"I knew something was wrong yesterday. Usually, Esmeray and I don't get along very well. We always argued behind closed doors. So when I saw your sister today, she confessed everything." he smirked teasingly.

"You're so stupid, Malfoy!" I gave him a lighthearted punch. I held him tightly, and smiled at my sister, who was silently squealing.

"Well, I'm going to leave you two alone, have fun; but not too much fun." she giggled, leaving the library.

"I love you, Y/N Avery."

"And I love you, Draco Malfoy."