Drinking Under The Yellow Moon (Himeno x Male Reader)

Red Lightning

[3rd Person POV]

"(Y/N)-kun...You're crying...what happened?" Himeno said to him with concern.

Before (Y/N) came here he tried to stop crying because he doesn't want to look weak in front of Himeno.

"I..."

He really tries to stop it right now but it is futile, he is very emotional right now.

"Are you alright?" She asks him again.

"My...my grandpa is dead..."

Himeno gasped. "I'm so sorry for your loss..."

"This..." Tears started to fall from his eyes again. "This is the worst day of my life...I'm so fucking lonely..." He started sobbing as his head is down.

"No, baby...you're not alone...come here." Himeno goes close to him and wraps her arms around him, she is comforting him by hugging him.

"I..." He felt his throat is closing up. "I j-just wanted to see you..." He hugs her back tightly.

"Shh...we can go talk about it inside, okay? I'm all ears for you, baby."

Later, the two are sitting on the bed. (Y/N) continued to weep as he explains what has happened earlier.

"My grandpa died...then some fucking Devil took over his corpse at the hospital..." (Y/N) wipes his tears with tissues.

"Oh, dear..."

"Then...I...I..."

"(Y/N)-kun...if it's too difficult for you, you don't have to tell me. I understand that you're going through a lot..."

"No...It's just that...I killed someone..."

"W-What do you mean you killed someone? A human?"

"Yes...I wish I could've done something else but it has cost a human life..."

"What happened?"

"I hit the fiend with an oxygen tank and he fell through the window because of it...He then landed on top of someone, probably crushed him or her to death..." (Y/N) clenches his fists as that moment is very painful to him.

"No, baby, it wasn't your fault...The person was at the wrong place at the wrong time." She tried to comfort him.

"I hated myself for that...I then went on to search for him but I couldn't find him..." (Y/N) searched around Tokyo for hours and he was searching for the Diamond Devil with no breaks. "Tell me, Himeno-senpai, am I...a bad person?"

Himeno then said to him. "No, you're not! You're such a kind and sweet person!" She exclaimed.

"No...I'm not." He denied.

"(Y/N)-kun...I think you need to rest, I'm sure you're tired because you were looking for that fiend the entire day." She stated.

"Maybe you're right...I just...want this day to end already..."

"Come here, lay down with me." She said to him as she lays down on the bed with her head on a pillow.

(Y/N) followed her invitation. He is now laying down facing the ceiling. "Y'know, I can just sleep on the floor and you can have all the bed to yourself."

"No, I want you beside me." She replied. "Come here, get close to me, baby." Himeno started to stroke his hair.

She puts her hands on (Y/N)'s head. She then puts his head on her chest.

"I hope my chest are comfy pillows to you." Himeno chuckles.

(Y/N) then hugs her, he felt very happy that he is not alone, he is with the woman he loves. The woman who he will sacrifice his life for. The woman who is (Y/N)'s motivation to be stronger just to protect her.