Toxicity

Reasoning

⚠️before you read this chapter, i just wanna let you know that I'm not the type of person to write somber and romantic things, this is new for me so I will try my hardest for you guys ❤️.⚠️

I arouse to seeing myself in Rafes bed, i guess I must have passed out in toppers car after last night,I rub my eyes to see Rafe walking out of the bathroom half naked with a towel around his waist, Shocked, I cover my view "You fell asleep in topper's car last night, lighting that screen on fire must have made you tired huh." Rafe says as he dresses himself, "What are you doing today rafe," I question "Why," "I don't know rafe I maybe wanted to go out to eat or something.". He looked at me like I said a racial slur,"Did I say something wrong? I mean we are dating arent we?" "Not really kaylee" "So what was all of the compliments and kisses about rafe, Nothing? Just something to keep you going?" I look at him in disbeleif, did I really mean that little of him,"Yea I guess kaylee" He says annoyed. Pissed off, I stand up and look at him, were so close together that you could honesly say we could've kissed, but that was the last thing i wanted to do."Your unbelievable rafe. John B was right."Before i could say anything I get forcfully shoved against the wall as rafes hand squeezes my throat. I look into rafes eyes in fear. I couldnt recognize who I was looking at, I finally become able to kick him and he drops me. I gasp for air as I sit up on the wall. After catching my breath I stand up and strike Rafe across the face leaving a bright red mark on his cheek. Shaking my head, I walk downstairs and get on Sarahs bike."Kaylee stop!" Rafe yells as he tries to pull me off of the bike, I hop off of it, "You are the last person I want to talk to right now rafe!"I say pushing him "Look i know you hate me," "You just tried to choke me Rafe!" I interupt "I know, i know im sorry ok" he frowns as I get back on the bike and pedal off. " Kay please dont leave ok!" He continues."Its just me and you, im trying to do right ok" He says in a broken voice"whats the point rafe, Im nothing to you, im a pogue remember. I belong in the cut" I say pedaling off to the chateau.

time skip)

I arrive at the small beach house and see John B in the house on the couch while everyone is on the dock setting up the boat, I walk in and he stares with a reassuring face and a soft smile. "Im sorry. And I want to make thing right, I shouldnt be hanging out with rafe and topper, I want to be a pogue again, with you.", I look down at my feet in guilt." "Kaylee, im not worried about that, I was more worried that you wouldnt come home."John B says as he pulls me in for a hug, "were about to go for a swim and bring the boat, and ill let you have a little of JJ's stash" He smirks, I look up at him and smile as we walk to the boat together. I get on the boat without saying hello to anyone else and sit on the bow of the boat. As I steal a weed stick out of JJ's stash I can overhear Kie."why did you bring her here, shes basically gone full kook hanging with rafe and topper. Not to mention she backstabbed you." "Kie you act like im a ghost, I'm right fucking here If you have something to say, say it to my face" I turn around pissed"Its true kay you basically backstabbed us,"Pope says pointing at the black eye topper had made during the movie night. "Look guys I had nowhere to go, Rafe offered me shelter and then dragged me with them to the movie, how was I suppost to know it was going to happen!" I burst out. "She does have a point guys" JJ chimes in "You cant just blame me for it ok, I get blamed for everything that happens." Before I could say another word I feel Kie wrap her arms around me. My lips quiver as I burst into tears. I then feel JJ, Then pope, Then john B Around me. I finally felt free again, like I was set free of a trap.