Nightmare // Luke Brooks

Chapter thirty

This will be the very last chapter of nightmare and all I want to do is thank you all so much for always being so supportive! I know it seems like some things are left unfinished in this fan fic but that's how it is suppose to be. You are supposed to be the judge of their future and everything else! I love you guys and pretty please don't be upset because I have other fan fics that you are welcome to read!

 

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August 3rd, year 2017

The day he left me; three fucking years ago. He left so many things unsaid; he left without explaining anything. I was clueless and heart broken. I honestly didn't know if I wanted to see him but whom am I kidding, of course I want to. A part of me wonders if he is even going to show up. To be honest I missed him. I couldn't really move on. I went on a few dates here and there I must say, but they never compared to Luke. No one could camper to him, he was the boy I first fell in love with. He saved me, he showed me another part of life, and he made me who I am today.

The countless times I had cried because I missed him were too many to count. That's why it was countless. I turned my weak body so I was now resting on my side. Yes I was lying on my bed and yes I got ready way too early. I'm just excited, but I wasn't sure if I was more nervous. What if he doesn't love me anymore? What if he found someone else and he has to come because he promised me 3 years ago? Tears threaten to fall, but I don't let them. Not on this day. I bite my lip in order to stop myself from crying. It works, for a little while but eventually I calm myself down. I grab my phone and check the time. 10:34, there was basically 1 hour left until I go see him. He had only sent one message throughout the whole of three years and that was to tell me where to meet him.

I wonder if he had changed his look. I know that I have. I forced myself to get up, even though I don't want to. I have no motivation whatsoever. I just really hope that he would show. I walked into my bathroom and stood opposite myself. My reflection. My hair was died bright blonde and it had red tips. Something that I had wanted to do but never got around to it. I was also a lot tanner then I use to be. I also had an eyebrow piercing now along with a tattoo on my wrist. It was a tattoo of two little black birds.

Now you might think do I hang out with his family anymore? To answer that question, of course I do. All the time really. I was very close with his family but to be honest Jai was the closest for many reasons. He reminded me so much of Luke even though they were completely different in so many ways. They loved me too much for some strange reason. Don't get me wrong I love them so much as well but its weird, I thought that they would never speak to me again after Luke had left. If you are asking about Alex, she is in America on a holiday right now, she has said that she wanted to travel the world so that's what she was currently doing.  I miss her so much and so do the boys, even though she only left about 3 week ago. If you ask me what I do, I write. It was just a small little hobby of mine that kind of escalated into much bigger things, but that's another story isn't it?

Did he ever call? No, no he didn't, only messaged me once. It was too dangerous for him to contact me at all anyway. I shook my head, as I felt like I was standing and staring at myself a bit longer then usual. Okay maybe I wanted to look and feel pretty for Luke. I have changed over the past 3 years and I am sure he has too. I walked back into my room and sat down on my bed.