𝐼 𝐶𝑎𝑛𝑡 𝐿𝑜𝑣𝑒 𝑌𝑜𝑢 𝐴𝑛𝑦𝑚𝑜𝑟𝑒 [𝑬𝒅𝒊𝒕𝒊𝒏𝒈]

chapter seven

I had found tons of outfits, trying to pick out clothes for work I think would be appropriate to wear and clothes for home, one pair of shoes, and three new bras. I felt proud of myself, like I had accomplished something and I did..well it felt accomplished to me. Alejandro claimed to not have found anything so we were trying a different store, something more..."better" he quoted. It was a store in a mall called Spencer's.

Stepping inside I notice it's a different type of store, horror characters on shirts and hoodies, lots of famous stuff everywhere I just knew it was a popular store, but since we were here late nobody was here but us.. probably because they were closing in about twenty minutes they had announced.

I watch Alejandro from a distance, wondering when his game would start. I didn't mean to make him hot and bothered but it worked, and not just for him. Seeing him like that had brought something out in me I hadn't known was there...it was like a different side I had never seen before.

He grabs a few pairs of sweats which aren't as bad...I loved seeing him in sweats..as long as I was the only one. He also grabs a few skin tight t-shirts which makes me suck in a breath. I hated shirts like those, it outlined everything and how was I supposed to hide him from everyone else if he's standing out everywhere he goes?

"Anything I can help you with?" The lady asks him and she's young, around my age, tall and slim but curvy. She's wearing tight jeans and a low cut shirt, showing her chest almost completely. She's got auburn colored hair tied into a bun and dark green eyes that followed Alejandro everywhere he went. I wasn't the type to get jealous..I wasn't. He was attractive and I trusted him.

She can look but she can't touch...only I could.

"Just wanted to try some of these on...baby do you wanna help?" He asks me and I can't help but hide my smile as I walk towards him, her eyes staring daggers at me.

"Sure baby".

I follow him into the changing room and close the door behind us, leaning against the door frame.

"Look at you mister sexy catching girls" I sigh dreamily and he shakes his head, grabbing one of the shirts he picked up.

"Hey..I'll announce it to the whole world I'm taken.. nobody has my eyes only you" he smiles and I nod, already knowing it in my heart.

He removes his shirt and I can tell he's trying to get me but he doesn't, even though it's tempting not to look, he's sculpted so perfectly, light skin, smooth and toned. He's perfect literally everywhere it's torture.

"Well? Aren't you gonna help?" He mocks and I laugh at his little joke.

"Your not gonna get me.." I laugh nervously but he's already gotten me..I just didn't want to let him know.

"Nobody said I was done sweetheart".

He takes his time, slowly taking his time. He runs his hands down his chest, showing off in such a way it makes me feel hot all over.

A week into the new house was perfect. Everything was perfect. Alejandro did work some days but while he did work he made sure to text me and let me know when he was done and while he was working I was at home with dad, comforting him as much as possible. Carol had left and it still has me upset so damn much but I try not to think about it, I call her and text her like crazy because her not being here is torture I just don't wanna say it because I know we will both be crying like crybaby's. I have my interview today at six pm and I am both nervous and confident because I know I've got skills for something..I just hope my boss isn't an ass. It's a job for a cafe, I wanted to start off small before getting something serious.

"So? What are you gonna wear?" Alejandro asks from the bed and I shrug, biting my lip as I look in the closet. I didn't wanna look too slutty, too professional, too lazy..I needed something....

"What did he say to wear?" He asks me.

"Casual? I don't wanna look to casual.. that's the thing " I sigh.

I pull off a silk tight black top, with black jeans. It looks professional enough but I'm not sure if I'm ready for something like this..it's a lot..it would make me stand out but I'm not sure I want that.

I turn around and show Alejandro and his eyes go dark as he scans me up and down.

"I don't know...you'll look beautiful baby but...I'm not sure I need anyone else looking at you as much as I do".

He..was right in a way..

"Okay...what about.." I put the outfit back and pull off dark blue jeans and a hoodie.

Can't get more casual than this.

"I'll be in uniform the whole time I'm sure...so.." I shrug and his eyes still have a dark glaze in his eyes and it's dangerous but I'm drawn towards it, setting the clothes on the top of the dresser and making my way towards him, standing by the edge of the bed.

"What is it?" I speak softly and he notices my tone, sitting up as he pulls me down onto his lap, holding my close.

"Nothing baby...I just don't want any eyes on you is all..." He says and I nod, putting my arms around his neck.

"Don't worry baby. Everyone will know I'm taken by the best boyfriend in the world okay? You don't need to worry whatsoever" I kiss him reassuringly and he seems to dissolve in my touch, pulling me into him as he kisses me harder, tangling his fingers through my hair. His fingers dig into my waist like it did before and before I could stop a moan slips out my mouth, loving the feeling of his fingers around my waist. He smirks against my mouth as he kisses me softer, slower. Suddenly an alarm goes off and I pull away breathlessly, climbing off of him to grab my phone, my lips feeling his absence already.

"I've gotta get ready" I say and he smirks as he watches me.

"Get ready then.."

He's testing me..and yet we both knew I didn't mind his tests.

So I do get undressed as he watches, the hunger in his eyes only growing.