𝐼 𝐶𝑎𝑛𝑡 𝐿𝑜𝑣𝑒 𝑌𝑜𝑢 𝐴𝑛𝑦𝑚𝑜𝑟𝑒 [𝑬𝒅𝒊𝒕𝒊𝒏𝒈]

chapter twenty-six

                       Alejandro's pov

She shouldn't have come, and she knew it. Her hesitant actions says it all, she didn't expect me to be here and niether did I. I had drunken too much to the point where I shouldn't be here, I could barely even see through my eyes as I watched her from a distance, my whole body swaying.

"Anna" my voice comes out in a raspy voice, my tone dark and rough. I was beyond furious with her, angry and yet couldn't take my eyes off her beautiful face and her entire body. She was so perfect, and I knew I had ruined her in more ways than one. And I loved that, loved how I was the only one who could ever ruin something so beautiful. Yet it infuriated me to think that she could call all the shots, she thought she could take a break when she wanted...and I hated that.

"Alejandro.." she spoke in a whispered tone, her darkened Brown eyes staring right into mine, worry and fear flashing through them.

Good..she should be scared.

"Don't.. come with me" I spoke and headed upstairs, hoping she follows, hoping she comes with me. I was so angry I needed that anger to turn into something else, something more. I didn't want to hurt her, not now. She was home where she belonged, not at some club drinking with her boss, but with me.

I stumble into the bedroom and she's behind me but a few feet away, standing at the door as she stares right into my eyes.

"Alejandro..what's going on?".

I whirl onto her but maintain to keep my hands at my waist.

"You left.. I can't believe you left. I've been going through so much shit in my head Anna that most of the time I'm not even here mentally..or physically. You left...did you really think that would be better for the both of us?" I could feel my anger turn into words as I speak, my voice coming out harsher than intented.

"I didn't leave. I was scared of you okay? You left me no choice -"

"But to go running into your bosses arms But to party with him to forget about me?"

"How did you know about the party?".

Because I was there, because I've been there watching you, because apart of me won't let me stay away from you. Because you can never leave me, and you never will. Because your mine, mine to look at, mine to touch, taste, feel, hold. Mine. Forever.

"Because I know. Why are you trying so hard to leave?".

Shes hesitant before speaking, her eyes closing.

"I don't want to leave" her voice seems so far away, tiny and fragile.

Walking up to her I tower over her completely, my breath suddenly picking up speed as I watch her, staring right into her beautiful dark eyes. Her lips were so full and pink and I wanted nothing more but to take her lips between my teeth, kiss her against this wall and tell her she's mine.

"Alejandro..." Her voice comes out in a small gasp and I lean forward, inches away from her face.

"You wanna go? Go. but I can't promise -"

Her lips cut me off in a sharp sting, rough and hard against my lips as she wraps her hands around my neck, her skin like fire on mine. Her hands tangle through my hair and it feels like excruciating fire, the burn almost too much to handle. Her lips find my neck and her lips on my skin is so warm and feels like too much pain to handle so I pull her away, digging my fingers into her waist. My hands slide up her shirt, completely unclipping her bra. Her stomache tenses under my touch, sucking in a deep breath. 

She desperately wanted me to feel her, every single part of her and did I want too..so damn badly..but I wanted her to admit it. Admit I was hers. Admit it so I could hear it and be completely satisfied knowing she knew the same truths I did.

"Please.." she purrs against my neck and I hiss in reaction, grabbing her as hoisting her up against my hips, the friction and heat radiating between us both extremely hard to control. I toss her onto the bed and climb over her, not caring if I crushed her, not caring if I hurt her. I wanted to so damn badly. Grabbing her hips I press into her so she feels the friction, her lips finding my ear as she nibbles slightly.

"Tell me Anna".

She closes her eyes as trailed my entire hand down her body, over her chest, cupping both breasts in a fast motion before pulling away. She groans as my hands move away from her body and I desperately wanted what she wanted....but I needed her to say it.

"What? Say what?".

"That you are mine. Forever..and always".

She closes her eyes as I trail my fingers into her jeans, feeling the wetness that coaxed her underwear and she buckled beneath me, closing her eyes.

"Anna.." I could feel myself growl, my patience completely wearing thin.

I remove my hands and she whimpers, feeling the missing contact she needed desperately. The sooner she admitted it the better for us both.

"I am yours..please" she whimpered and I closed my eyes as I let her words coax me completely.

She is mine. Forever and always.