Dsmp sibling oneshots

The 5 stages of grief, by Tubbo (angst)

(AN: Hello again! This was requested by Hatsune_Ally! So in this one you are Tubbo's 11 year old sister, but the plot revolves more around Tubbo. I hope that's okay! It's really long but bear with me. Credits to the artist, and enjoy the story!)

TRIGGER WARNING: SUICIDE

With you

Ever since Tubbo and Ranboo and adopted Michael, something had changed. Your brother hardly paid any attention to you. You did everything you could to try and get him to notice you again, but nothing seemed to work.

You decided to draw him a picture? Oh that's nice, but Michael's drawings are already covering the whole fridge.

You baked him a cake? He'd rather show Michael how to bake one.

Do you see the pattern?

You didn't know what to do anymore. If your brother didn't want you around him, then what was the point of being there?

You slowly walked towards the cliff until you were so close to the edge that if you moved forward an inch, you would fall.

Right before you took the last step, you paused. Was this really worth it? Were you actually going to jump? You started thinking about your decision over and over again, until you finally came to a conclusion. If your own brother didn't want you there, then what was the point of even existing?

You turned around, took a deep breathe, and let yourself fall backwards, embracing the darkness like an old friend.

With Tubbo

Tubbo quickly stood up when he heard a knock on the door. He told his son stay where he was before going to welcome his visitor.

"Oh hey Tommy! What's up?" he said, upon seeing his old friend.

Tommy heard his voice and froze, then slowly looked up at the goat boy. He had tears in his eyes and appeared as if he had been crying for days.

"Tommy....?"

"I'm sorry Tubbo. I am so so sorry. No one was able to stop her, we didn't even know she was thinking about it-"

"Woah there bossman, slow down. Whatever the problem is, I'm sure we'll be able to fix it!"

"No Tubbo, you can't fix this, no one can."

Tommy paused before looking down at the ground, taking a breath, as if he was trying to refocus his thoughts, then looked back up.

"It's about your sister. She... she jumped."

"What do you mean, she jumped?"

"I'm so sorry Tubs, there's no easy way to say this... She took her own life." Tommy answered, now with tears falling from his eyes.

Time stopped. Tubbo felt as if all the air had been removed from his chest. He didn't even notice that his friend was still rambling out apologies and giving his condolences. He didn't notice when Tommy finally left. He didn't notice when Ranboo had come home to see him after Tommy had told him the news.

For the next few days, he didn't really notice anything, until the grief finally hit.

The first stage: DENIAL

"Tubbo, honey, why are you placing four plates? There's only me, you and Michael." Ranboo asked his husband.

"No, of course we're four people, silly!" Tubbo replied. "Y/n's gonna walk through the door any second, just you watch."