Dsmp sibling oneshots

C!Tubbo's sister (EXTREME angst (read the an and tw's please))

(AN: Hello! This was a request from Hatsune_Ally. It has an extremely graphic suicide death scene. If that makes you uncomfortable in any way, please skip over this chapter. I'll be posting some fluff soon so you can look out for that instead! If you do read the chapter, I do not think of Tubbo as he is described in this oneshot. Tubbo is awesome, this is not realistic at ALL! Thank you! Also credits to the artist.)

TW: SUICIDE, EXTREMELY GRAPHIC DEATH SCENE

You slowly turned your head towards the rope that was on the edge of your bed. 

You had failed to do something.

"I'm trying my best!" you exclaimed.

"Well your best isn't good enough!" Tubbo replied angrily.

You walked towards it with tears in your eyes.

"Hey Tubbo! I-"

"Not now y/n, I have to go see Michael."

"Oh. Okay."

You picked it up with shaky hands, feeling the stiffness of the strands and the scratchiness of the fibers. 

"I swear I'm trying!"

"You're not trying hard enough! Maybe you should just leave! Then you might actually be useful!"

You slowly tied the complicated knot you had learned once you had made this decision. You then stood up and walked towards the center of your room.

You tied one end of the rope on the beam near your ceiling and let the other end hang loose. You grabbed a chair and stood on it, putting your neck in the noose.

Finally you took a deep breath before kicking the chair away from you.

No regrets.

...

Wait.

Something was wrong.

Your neck didn't break and you were starting to choke. This wasn't supposed to happen!

You had wanted to die quickly, painlessly! And yet here you were, gasping for air and tugging recklessly at the rope that was wrapped around your throat.

Your lungs were on fire and at this point you were sure your neck was bleeding from the amount of times you had scratched it.

Although, after 10 hellish minutes, you started to lose energy. With tears falling down your cheeks you gradually stopped struggling, let go of the rope and let yourself hang still. Taking a last shaky breath, you let the world turn black.

3rd person's pov:

Tubbo walked rapidly into the house, slamming the door behind him. He went towards the stairs, yelling at his sister at the same time.

"Y/n! Hurry up, you're late! I thought you said I could trust you. If I can trust you, then why aren't you up yet? Y/n, come on-

..."

Tubbo fell silent upon opening his sister's door, silently taking in the scene in front of him.

"Y/n?"

When no response came, he hurried towards the figure in the center of the room and quickly took her out of the noose and laid her down gently on the floor. He started shaking her, tears starting to gather in his eyes.

"Y/n? Come on y/n, please wake up. I need you! Please?"

But it was all for nothing. She no longer had a pulse, nor a heartbeat, and her skin was beginning to get cold.

"Please y/n! I'm sorry, I'm so sorry!"

The sobs coming from the boy were causing him to shake. He hugged his sister's body with desperation in his eyes.

Desperate for her to come back. Desperate for a chance to apologize, or a chance to say goodbye, but it was too late.

She was gone.

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(AN: If you made it here, thank you for reading! Now before you I leave, I wanted to say something:

If any of you have any thoughts about k!lling yourselves or something similar, please don't! I am aware that you don't know who I am, and you probably won't change your mind for me, but at least be aware that I'm gonna miss you anyways! So even if you feel like you're alone, and that no one will miss you, I will! So please, at least think about your decision, and try to talk about it with someone!

Now, thanks for reading, remember to eat and drink water, and I love you all! Here, have a cookie: 🍪! <3)