i am normal ? ( kit keith )

flashbacks

warning the chapter will mention abuse so if that is something that trigger you, please be safe and don't read the flashback part I will write an analyze to what happen after it so you will not miss ant important part.

your safety is more important than this story so stay safe and i hope you have a great night or day.

Keith POV

I looked around the group of galra and notice that one of them don't look as galra as the other, he has the same ears as the princesses' ears.

I didn't notice that I was staring until the half galra come closer to me and was looking at me in worder and then he asked, " what is wrong little one?" in soft voice as if he was talking to a baby.

I tried to reply to him but once again only babbles came out of my mouth so I started to get flustered with myself ' way to go Keith not only are you making these monster voices, but also you cannot answer a simple question.' that made me freeze in fear.

the voice is back. I felt myself becoming emotional, until I notice the wetness that. was on my face.

' Wow, you really are a crybaby. what to expect once a crybaby always a crybaby, so go ahead and cry see if that going to lead you anywhere.'  this made a sob comes out of my mouth, and one by the other sobs started to escape out of my mouth without my permission.

tears leading to sobs leading to me having a mental break down Infront of all of the galra in the room 'they are going to leave you anyway once they found out how messed up you are, so might as well let them see how pathetic you are.'

while I was lost in my mind I felt as if someone was hugging me and pulled me to their chest where I felt the long hair, then to realize that the half galra was hugging me. without thinking I snuggle closer to his chest then my nose traveled to his neck were there was an amazing was coming from, then I stared to breath in as mush od that scent as possible. 

I felt myself calming down, then I notice the how weird I acted and cursed myself in my head, ' oh, did little Keith acted like a creep again, well guess what that mean. you are going into that old freezer again all alone with no light and barely enough air, HAHAHAHA.' the voice in my head laughed which bring panic again to my head.

"I don't want to go back to the old freezer again." I dint notice I was speaking out loud I was in too much panic to notice, " I am scared of the dark and it is hard to breath in there. "

 "Please." I pleaded in what i thought my head.

I felt everything around me started to fade, and a flashback was flashing Infront my eyes.

3rth view (flashback and mention of abuse)

5-year-old Keith had made a nest in his new foster care family's house, though he didn't know that it was a nest he just put the blanket where he felt it was supposed to be, in the corner of the room.

Keith's new foster parent were going in Keith's room to check on him.

where they notice that Keith had made a mess out of the blanket and the pillows they gave him in the corner of the room, when they moved closer to the mess, they notice the weird purring like sound and then they notice that Keith was in the middle of the mess, and he was the one that was making the weird noise. they were shocked a normal human can't make sound like that; those are monstrous sound.

Keith looks up from his safe place when he notices the stare he was getting from his new parents, while his new father was looking at him with disgust, Keith miss took it as sadness and being the nave and innocent child Keith was, he did what comes first to his mind.

he went to his father to hug him while chipping and purring to cheer him up, but all that did was making him more made at Keith, the next thing Keith know was being thrown towards the wall, while being yelled at.

This scared Keith to no end, which made him whimpered, which lead him to getting more slaps, kicks, and being yelled at more. Keith didn't understand half of the word that was being thrown towards him, but he understand that he was being yelled at because of the noise that he was making.

then when Keith thought everything was finally done, his foster father held him from his neck and started to take him to the basement, where there was an old freezer that didn't work, and Keith was thrown in it.

the last thing he heard before the freezer door was shut down to insulate him from the world was," maybe that will teach you not to make that monstrous noises you freak."

 the night was filled with Keith muffled yelled and screams for forgiveness and help.

but his pleads wasn't heard till 3 night later. from that day Keith has tried his hardest to keep those noises to himself, but it took him till he was 11 years old to be able to stop those noises completely, and till that time he was punished in many ways, and 11-years-old when Keith thought that thing is looking up the voice that inside his head was introduces to him by himself, which lead to other kinds of problems. 

end of the of the flashback (still in 3rth view)

(So, Keith used to be punished by his foster family for making " monstrous noises " by being put in an old freezer in the basement for whole three days and it took him till he became 11-years-old to be able to stop making noises and that when 'the Voise' had started to appear in Keith's mind)

Keith the whole time he was having the flashback in lotor arms he was screaming and pleading to be free from the freezer and with every scream that came out of Keith mouth it made the galra and the prince worried and angry.

 Keith didn't notice he was letting out a sour scent that let the other galra know that he was scared.

 it took lotor an entire hour to be able to calm Keith down and when he was calm it was time for Keith to be feed so lotor gave Keith to var (the galra that has feed Keith the first time) to feed him but this time Keith didn't fight and drank hungerly an fell asleep right after leaving behind an angry pack of galra looking for the answer and oh will they get the answer even if they had to contact Voltron themself.