my dad's

its been to long

Blaine story:

i parked my car at the parking lot of my old house and knoked on the window its been to long since i haven't saw my dad and just because he is a homophobe who just can't stand to see his son anymore.

*flashback to the moment Blaine came out.*

''MOM,DAD,COOP CAN YOU ALL COME TO THE LIVING ROOM?'' the family came to the living room and sat on the couch where Blaine was sitting. The teenage boy needed to tell something verry important witch he had discoverd and was ready to tell. this was something he had struggeld with for the past months and he needed to let out he coudn't keep it in anymore he was tired of keeping it in he was tired of the lying and mostly he was tired of the stupid coments. the teenage Blaine needed to let it out and then we mean right now. 

''whats wrong son..do you have a girlfriend it was about to be time?'' my dad asked happy at the tought. ''no its not that its...'' i said and carried all the courage i had. ''i am....gay i don't like girls....i like boys the way i should like girls and i tried to hold it back but i can't anymore i am too tired.'' i said and tears rolled down my eyes and i letted out a big sob i could not look at my family i was to scared. ''Blaine....'' my mom said with tears in her eyes. ''its okay we will love you just the same aslong as youre happy." she finished while hugging me and crying. ''Pam how can you say that my son has a sin how can this thing live in my house i will not allow this!'' my dad said with a loud voice witch made me cry how could he say that. ''dad i am so sorry but i can't do anything about it an-'' i treid to say but he cutted me off. ''BLAINE DEVON ANDERSON I WILL NOT ACCEPT THIS NOW GO TO YOURE ROOM!!!'' my dad yelled at me i stood up and ran to my room.

that night i heard my mom and dad scream at eatchouter. ''YOU HAVE TO SAY SORRY TO HIM HE IS JUST A BOY!'' my  mom yelled. "I WILL NEVER EVER EVER APOLIGISE TO HIM HE IS A MONSTER!'' my dad yelled back. "HE IS YOURE SON!'' my mom yelled again. ''HE ISN'T HE IS NOT MY SON!'' my dad yelled again.

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*Back to the present*

i had tears in my eyes i was so scared to see my dad again. 

my dad opend the door and gave me a smile. ''come in.'' he said and i walked in i sat on the cough and looked at my dad. ''How are you son?'' my dad asked i rolled my eyes and decided to be honest with him. ''i was good actully amazing till i got youre message, because you know dad i am married i am a father i have been on broadway and my music compeny is one of the biggest in the world and actully  i feel amazing and i am happy but why  why do you wanna talk to me again because if you wanna tell me again i am youre biggest disapointment i know allready.'' i said angry at him. ''wait you got married and you are a father i am grandpa?'' my dad asked in shock. ''yes i am and technicly you are yes.'' i said back still angry. ''what are their names i mean youre husband......or wife and youre child or children.'' he asked and just the word wife triggerd me so badly. "DAD I AM GAYY STOP I AM NOT BI I AM NOT STRAIGHT I AM GAY!....'' i said but fast realised i had gone to far. ''i am sorry...their names are: kurt you know  him...Elizabeth Luna and Bella clara.'' i said giving a sly smile at the tought of them. ''that is amazing i like those names for you daughters....wait but highschool boyfriend kurt realy?''

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*flashback*

''dad i have to tell you something.'' i said walking to the garage where my dad was working on his car. ''yes devon.'' he said using my middel name. ''i acctully have a boyfriend and i brought him over to eat with us.'' i said and my dad finaly saw kurt standing next to me. ''i am Kurt nice to meet you mr.anderson." Kurt said. ''look i want kurt to leave this house and not come back.''

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*back to the present*

''yes he is my soulmate dad and you were the worst to him we broke off our engagement because kurt was so stressed because of you but we are married now and happier then ever....and i don't know why you wanna talk with me right now because the only thing i can do for you is disapoint you in everything.'' i said and let out a big sob. ''Blaine i am so sorry for what i did to you but i wanna make it up to you i wanna be a good dad again and i will support right now and i will be the best grandpa ever to my grandchildren i am so sorry.'' he said to me witch made me so mad.  "my whole teenage years you can not no you don't want to be my dad because of who i am and who i love and you know thats fine to me i am having peace with that but what you all did to Kurt is unacceptabel and i am still so mad at you because of what you did yuo almost fuckeing hit him if i not jumped before him....and you won't get to be the best grandpa not even a bit because burt is he is taking elizabeth bowling today so acctully you are to late for all of this.'' i said angry at him. ''BLAINE!'' my dad yelled. "WHAT YOU WANNA YELL AGAIN FINE I WILL YELL BACK BECAUSE I AM SICK OF YOU, YOU GOT YOURE CHANSE BUT ITS OVER I AM DONE WITH YOU AND I AM GONNA LEAVE YOU RIGHT NOW BECAUSE  I AM DONE WITH THIS CONVERSATION!!!!!'' i yelled back i grabbed my stuff and left the house.

i ran to the car and stepped in as fast as i could and i realy cried my eyes out i could not cry at my dads i woudn't give him that joy in my teenage years he hurtted me so much and i am not gonna let him do that anymore but i was so sad i was realy sad why did my father have to  do this he doesn't want me as a son no there is something else but i don't know what. 

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i came home with red puffy eyes from all the crying and Kurt walked up to me. ''are you okay love?'' he asked. ''no no i am not Kurt my dad is awefull he i awefull and i hate him.'' i cried out and kurt pulled me into a tight hug. ''i know you do Blaine but you know youre dad is an asshole who doesn't deserve a son like you you are the sweetest man i have ever met and the sexiest to by the way and he is crazy for not seeing that.'' he said and i nodded i kissed kurt on  his lips and we sharred this emotianol moment togetter. ''come on i bought ben and jerry's ice cream because i know you like it so much lets go and eat it togetter while watching the littel mermaid and after we will take a bath togetter and do some skincare to make youre day a bit better allright?'' kurt said and pulled me close by the waist. ''yes you are amazing i love you.'' i said and wiped my tears away. ''good i will grab the ice cream you will put on the movie and then while watching you will tell me what happend and i love you to.'' he said and gave me a small kiss. ''yes youre amazing love!''

even tough i had the worst day ever Kurt made it so much better. and i will still never apoligise to my dad because he can go and fuck off. and even tough i wish i had my dad in my life i know it is better like this and that everything will be fine yes it will be fine.