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I looked at him carefully, from top to bottom and vice versa, my breath was heavy, having him in front of me after so long time is hardly to think, mostly now, after what Soap said to me about what happened when i was absent.
His actions, his ways of acting, I didn't like them very much, it is so unnerving, but despite this I couldn't think clearly, his eyes, his look, it went to my head.
It shouldn't be normal, right?
After all, he has been my best friend for years, or maybe it's what I thought trying to hide the weaker side of me, yes, it's definitely is.

While I was thinking he approached me, I understand it only when I hear his breath on my skin, I started to try a new sensation, I never tried something like this.

When I looked up I found myself against the wall that was behind us, his face was inches away from mine, I started to smell his perfume, I felt crazy, but i love it, that smell won over me.
My look went from his eyes to his lips, my action was not voluntary, but now, I needed it like a drug.

After some seconds his lips was on mine, I was going crazy inside, my body was rigid and my eyes wide open, but I closed them slowly, he putted his hands on my body, in a strategic way, letting our bodies touch each others.
Whit this action I was finally able to fell the warmth of his body, I could have ventured, but his heartbeat was more fast, fuck if it is, but less than mine.
I felt weird, I don't know how to define it, I felt hot, but I wanted anything he had, I was felt like shit just for having a such though, but there wasn't anything really wrong.

When he left my lips I returned self conscious, his eyes pointed to mine, while his right hand carcassed my cheek.

«I see you of few words today» He said almost as a provocation, while he had an innocent smile, fuck if it isn't innocent.

«I..» I couldn't form a single sentence, it all was so confusing, I didn't understand anything.

«You don't need to talk, your body is doing it for you» He continued, placing his thumb on my lower lip, he menaged to be attractive for so little.

Is it so wrong to love another man?

«Graves I don't think-» He stopped me with his gaze, there was something strange in him, something I can't fucking understand.

«We want the same thing Gladeon»

«I don't think Graves»

«Do you want proof?»

I bit my lip at his words, I finally form a sentence, but I was blocked again, he was the problem, but why I'm feeling like this?

What i was feeling?

I decided to imitate what he did, I watched his lips and then i kiss him, I started to feel a strange sensation down my back, it seemed so illegal..it was happening in front of ten dead men.

«it's time you put your cigarettes aside, making me your new addiction» He said in a sweet tone while giggled, but it looked kinda evil.

How did he hit me to the core with his words? How could he be so good with words?

I can't let him control myself, not after what he did, I should have put my feelings aside, as would the man I inspired to become.

«Graves, I have a fucking gu-»

«Are you going to shoot me?» He asked taking the gun from my pocket, all that was missing was to be unarmed in such a situation, I was fucking helpless.

Was he the one who had this effect on me?

«Why are you doing this?» I politely asked in a fervent tone, I finally decided to say something with a sense.
He took some step back with a smile on his lips, a manipulative smile, he was using my feelings to his advantage.

«In your opinion?»

«You answer first»

«Why I have to-»

«Don't you dare?» I smirked, making silence fall for a few minutes, while he stopped to move backwards.

«I didn't have a choice» He decided to answer, leaving me with anguish, damn if it hurt, but what made me feel hurt? What did he mean by those words?