After Eddie asked me if I had ever had a vision of him, I froze. I didn't want him to know about the ones I've had of him. Almost all of them had ended badly.
A couple minutes passed, the two of us still standing there in the silence, Eddie's question left unanswered.
"Have you?" Eddie asked.
"Yeah. I have." I said. A part of me felt horrible just thinking about it.
"What was it about?" Eddie asked.
My face fell. I didn't want to tell him. But, I didn't want to lie to him either.
"I don't want to tell you. It's, to painful to talk about." I said.
"Do your visions always come true?" Eddie asked, sounding a bit concerned at this point.
"Usually, yes. Unless I can find a way to prevent them from happening. I've tried changing different things. But when I go back to see if it changed, it doesn't." I said.
"Are you going to give up?" Eddie asked me.
I shook my head. "I will never, ever give up. I won't let what I saw some to pass." I said.
"What if there isn't anything you can do to stop it?" Eddie asked.
"There has to be. I have to believe that there is something that I can do. I won't lose hope." I said.
"Since when are you optimistic?" Eddie asked, sounding a bit surprised.
"Don't get me wrong. I'm terrified that I won't be able to find anything. I won't be able to stop what I saw. But that doesn't mean I have to just roll over and not try at all." I said.
"So that's what you've been hiding. You've been trying to prevent something from happening to me. But what?" Eddie asked.
"Your death." I said.
"What?" Eddie asked.
"I saw your death. I don't know how to prevent it
And I am so, trying. So hard. And I don't know how to save either of you. What good is this fucking psychic thing if I can't even save you?" I said, nearly bursting into tears.Eddie looked at me with sympathy for a moment before pulling me into a hug. "If anyone can figure it out, it's you." He said.
I nodded my head slightly, and really fucking hoped that he was right.
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Eddie Munson x Reader
FanfictionY/n found out she was psychic when she was 9 years old. She's been having visions of the future since. When she saw what would happen to the man she loves, she had a dilemma. Would she save him, changing the course of time itself? Or would she have...