Love in Training

Ch. 22: Infinity War

AN: Why hello everyone I was able to update this week sorry for not getting this out on Tuesday but you know the plague I had shut me down real fast. Well anyways I hope you all enjoy and happy reading.

What was your first movie you saw in theaters?

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Y/N's POV:

It has been a few weeks since the trial and mine and LIzzie's almost kiss. I wanted to tell her how I felt the next day but my mind spiraled, the doubts that maybe I was imagining it. She couldn't possible feel the same way, she has been with only men. I couldn't even talk to her even if I wanted to after the trial she got sucked into this new web series she was doing and since she is an executive producer on it she is busier than ever. I have been going to the gym a bit more still not able to be there a long time or by myself just yet but it is a start. That is where I am right now, currently getting my ass kicked by Max as she runs me through some workouts. "Y/N, earth to Y/N did you hear me" I faintly hear her before I snap out of my stupor. "Wha-what did you say" I stumble out. "I was asking how you are feeling, do we need to take a break" she asked. I am doing some body weight squats right now and I will have to say they feel great. "No I'm ok, I can do a few more" I say continuing with the squats.

I am just happy I don't need the cane any more, I can walk up the stairs a bit faster still getting a bit winded. I really need to work on my cardio a bit, "Ok two more and then we are done today. I don't need you too sore for tomorrow" she said. I finish up with the last two and make my way over to the bikes wanting to do some cardio. "Yeah, how embarrassing would it be if I fell on my face in front of everyone at the premiere" I say starting to pedal. "Yeah, but you would make one great GIF" she laughs. "Well let's not put that out in the universe please, I am already going to be a bundle of nerves" I say. "Well if you wouldn't over think things like a dumbass that wouldn't be an issue" I hear an all to familiar voice from behind me. I look into the mirror to see Scarlett standing right behind me. "Well I am sorry we all can't strong, badass movie stars since we could walk" I say with a laugh. The other two burst out laughing and Max leaves me to finish up with some cardio. "She is right though don't overdo it today" Scarlett says sitting on the bike right next to me. Everyone is in town for this premiere tomorrow and they have all stopped by and said hi or checked how I was doing. Kevin and the Russo's even called me in to see how I was doing, and to apologized.

I know they were looking out for the company but I did let them know that it did hurt that they were so quick to blame without letting me defend myself. We have a meeting later on in the week to discuss if I want to come back, and to be honest I don't know if I do. I mean I love Marvel and I love the travel but I need to make sure they trust me 100%. "So what are you wearing to the premiere" Scarlett asked me. "Well I was thinking about going in a black suit with some kind of red to it" I say. She smirks "Oh how cute you are going to wear red for me, you shouldn't have. I didn't know black widow was your favorite won't Lizzie be jealous" Scarlett teases. "Oh shut up and I guess I can wear it for both of you. And why would Lizzie be jealous" I question her as I finish up with my cardio. "Oh please I saw you two a couple weeks ago, if I hadn't of walked in sorry by the way you both would have kissed" she said. I turn to look at her "Your wrong, we were just talking" I say climbing the stairs to my loft. I get to the top and have to catch my breath before I move to the dresser to get some clothes. "Ok if that is what talking looks like I need to have a serious talk with Colin" she said and we both laugh.

"So things with Colin are going good" I try and change the subject and I can see she catches on because she drops the questioning. "Yeah, he is here and going to the premiere with me. I really like him" she said with a huge smile on her face. "I'm glad, you deserve to be happy" I say getting ready to go into take a shower. She stops me by grabbing my arm "Hey you deserve to be happy too, tell her how you feel. I promise it will be ok" she said giving my arm a reassuring squeeze. I just simply nod, "I will see you tomorrow" Is all she says before she kisses my cheek and heads down the stairs. I am left with the lingering thoughts of if I should tell Lizzie how I really feel. We did promise no more secrets but this one terrifies me, I don't want it to ruin what we just got back. I push the thoughts out of my head as I go to take my shower.