Why does it hurt so much ( hunter angst toh )

Chapter 4 healing

Sorry i haven't posted for a while

Tw: blood, overthinking, eating disorder

Hunter pov

I was sitting on the couch with flapjack on my head then the owl lady came up to me and asked " hey kid why were you bleeding like a lot" she said with a concerned look ' i Don't wanna tell her or she might judge me ' i thought i just looked away with my hands on my face she sighed and got up and walked away  ' huh?' i looked back and saw her Walking to the kitchen looking a little sad ' shit should've i told her what if she gets angry at me for not telling her or something why am i even here im just going to be a burden ' i thought flapjack noticed and started chirping to try not let me overthink anything but i already was....

Eda pov

I sighed and left the room to the kitchen ' i guess he doesn't trust me just yet' i thought i saw owlburt flying to me i decided to talk to owlburt for the time being

about 10 minutes later

When i was talking to owlburt for 10 minutes i started to turn around cause owlburt looked shocked a little so i turned around and saw the kid Crying a lot i runned to the kid and started to try and calm him down a little but nothing was working luz came down the stairs and saw Hunter Crying she came to me and tried to help

Hunter pov

I can't i just can't theses memories what will happen i Don't want to know anymore i heard people calling my name and some chirping i started to get out off my mind and looked around my eyes were red and i was started to get tired so i just decided to go to sleep

As i was waking up i saw a red cardinal on my chest i sat up in a lot off pain " hey flapjack " i said a little bit tired

' chirp chirp' ( im so sorry i tried )

" it's ok flapjack im fine

' chirp chirp' ( i Don't believe you)

" fine maybe im not fine but i Don't want people to know ok"

flapjack started to cuddle me a little bit until i saw a little blood on my arm coming down ' Shoot i forgot about my arm ' i thought " ill be back flapjack ok stay here i got up from the couch and saw the owl lady and the human in the kitchen i decided to put my sleeve down and walked to the kitchen they both looked at me and the human said " hey hunter im glad you are ok " she said smiling " oh yeah fine do you think i can use you're bathroom sorry if that's to much" i said kinda nervous " oh it's fine kid just go upstairs and go to the right 2nd door" the owl lady said " thank you" i said as i was starting to leave the kitchen and to go upstairs

When hunter went to the bathroom ( also i know hunter doesn't have long sleeve )

When i went to the bathroom and locked the door there was a mirror i decided to pull up my sleeve and take off my shirt there was turn scars and blood ' Shoot the bandeges are starting to bleed' i thought i undone the bandeges off my body and blood came down my body i looked in the mirror and my head was also bleeding i undone the bandeges off my head as well and looked around the bathroom ' they should have bandeges in here right?' i thought " found them" i said i got the bandeges and started to wrap them around myself

When i was done getting the bandeges all over me i throwed my old ones in the bin and picked up the bin bag ' ill take out the bin bag and throw it out so they won't find my blood bandeges ' i thought to myself  i unlocked the door and went downstairs i heard earlier on they were going the day market i was downstairs and opened the door and i was about to throw it when i had an idea what if i throw it in the fireplace

So i did that " oh hey flapjack i just put the bandeges in the fireplace do you need anything " i said i was Walking to the couch and sitting on the floor because i didn't want to be rude and sit on the couch i am just someone they are taking care off until i heal and later on i fell asleep...

Author note: hey sorry this isn't the best chapter i was doing something while i was writing anyway hope you enjoyed this chapter bye now

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