Why does it hurt so much ( hunter angst toh )

Chapter 1 scars

Tw: blood , yelling , eating disorder , self harm

Narrator pov
I woke up in my bedroom in the emperor coven i tried to get up from my bed and there was a sharp pain in my hip "Ow " said hunter "Jeez i thought toaday couldn't get worse " as he was trying to stand up. Until he heard a knock on the door he started to limp to the door and open the door and of course it was ..... Kikimora

hunter pov

When i opened the door i saw a short looking devil thing me and kikimora were kinda rivials i guess you could say " hello golden guard the emperor wishes to see you right now " said kikimora "tell him ill be right there " i said then slammed the door on her face i decided it will be best for flapjack to help since my legs and hip hurt until i heard a familiar sound 'chirp chirp' as the bird came to hunter and land on his head "hey flapjack can you help get my uniform belos kinda made legs and hip hurt again" i said to the bird he seem to understand and flyed to my closet.

When flapjack came back with my uniform i thanked him and started getting ready "ok flapjack you stay in here and Don't come out ok" i said to flapjack 'chirp' flapjack understand and went back to hunter bed " and Don't mess my bed up ok well byeeeee" and left my room and locked the door so no one can get in.

When i was Walking to the throne room i was stuck in my thoughts and having flashbacks of me getting hurt yelled telling me i was useless when i finally got out my thoughts i reached the throne room i was about to knock but i hesitated 'what if i get hurt again well i have to go in no matter what' hunter thought as he knocked "emperor belos it's me the golden guard you request to see  me sir" i said through the other side of the door "please come in golden guard " the emperor said as door was opening.

As i stepped in the throne room and saw my uncle on the throne i immediately went to my knee and bow to my uncle (i Don't know what it is called sorry) .

" Please hunter take off you're mask it's just the two off us in here" he said i took off my maske and now my scar on my face is now showed as i put my mask next to me on the floor "hunter do you know why i called you here ?" he said "no un..i mean emperor " i said " well we are to discuss why you have been failing you're mission " belos said " emperor I've only been failing my mission bec....." and a vine nearly hit my face " SILENCE " belos said " HUNTER YOU HAVE been failing EVERY MISSION LATELY I GAVE YOU is this what i get in return when i took you in" he said really angry " im sorry it won't happen again" i said " it better not cause this should teach you a lesson " belos said " huh wha what do you mean while i was getting scared " i said a vine hit straight on my face and made cut on my eye ' ow im sorry i won't do it again' i said "you're to late hunter for apologize to me" belos said and another hit my head leaving a huge cut on my head .

After hunter was done getting abused cause i Don't wanna write  it sorry

As i started walk through the hallway in my uniform my masks covering my cuts and scars on my face and my tears my cape was covering my back a little bit off my hip ' i really can't walk for much longer it's like im gonna pass out ' in my mind i finally reached my room and i immediately took my uniform off and looked in the mirror there were scars and cuts everywhere on my body neck, body, legs, face, and my cut was also started to bleed ' chirp chirp' " Don't worry buddy im fine i said while patting flapjack on the head " i said the thing is flapjack knew i wasn't doing ok at all he immediately went to get some bandeges from the healing coven box in my room and bring it to me " thank you buddy " i said i immediately started to wrap bandeges around my body and just decided to cover my face with something i don't know what though cause i ran out of bandeges then i heard a knock on my door and it made me jump a little i started to put my uniform on and opened the door and saw.