𝐅𝐎𝐍𝐃𝐍𝐄𝐒𝐒ఌ

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𝐀𝐙𝐀𝐑𝐈𝐀𝐇 𝐗𝐀𝐕𝐈𝐄𝐑
The next morning.

I woke up and looked down at Aunasti frowning. I lifted her off of me and onto the bed.

I walked into my bathroom and brushed my teeth. I then began doing my face routine. When I was finished I took my hair out the bun and brushed it out before brushing it to the middle of my head.

I walked back to my room and snaked my arm around Aunasti lifting her off the bed making her stand up.

Her eyes popped open soon as she felt herself being placed on the floor.

She looked up and me and rolled her eyes trying to lay back down.

"Get the fuck up" I said pulling her back up.

She mugged me standing there with her arms crossed.

I mugged her back before pushing her towards the bathroom.

"Bitch" she mumbled.

"Speak up"

Silence.

"Fuck I thought. Brush yo teeth and handle yo bidness then go to the living room. So we can talk" I said looking at her leaning off the doorway walking away.

I sat down on my couch scrolling through instagram bored.

She eventually came out walking slowly to the living room. She know she wrong that's why she stalling like that.

I patted the seat next to me scooting over.

She tucked her bottom lip in and dragged her feet to the couch.

"Pick yo feet up" I glared at her.

She did and sat down looking down at the floor.

We sat in silence before I spoke.

"Why you do it? What I tell you the last time?"

Silence

"Huh Unique?"

"To call you" she said barley above a whisper.

"Speak up"

She cleared her throat before repeating herself.

"So why didn't you? You was gone leave me by myself? That's how you feel? You know how I feel about this shit. I ain't gone call you selfish that ain't what you need to hear. You hurt me Aunasti". I started grabbing her chin making her make eye contact with me.

"I'm sorry. I'm so sorry Azariah. I wasn't doing it to leave you. I told you how my thoughts be and what they tell me to do" she said looking me in my eyes.

"I'm disappointed in you. I get it though, one person could only take too much especially when it's coming from yo self. You can be ya biggest enemy sometimes. The problem is you can't run from ya self so I get it my love" I caressed her face.

She sniffed and wrapped her arms around me. I pushed her head on my chest and massaged her head while she cried. I wanted to cry with her shit. Before I started taking drugs I was the same way. I just ain't never cut on myself, my stomach been pumped a few times we gone say that.

We laid there for a minute before we both fell asleep.

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𝐀𝐔𝐍𝐓𝐒 𝐔𝐍𝐈𝐐𝐔𝐄

"I'm ready to tell you what happened to me".

"If you not comfortable we can wait ma, no rush" he responded turning from the tv to look at me.

"No I want to tell you". I replied.

He turned the tv off and turned all his attention to me.

𝐖𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠: 𝐌𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 𝐨𝐟 𝐫𝐚𝐩𝐞!

"We was aunt my aunts house they were twins so they both shared a house... All the kids used to me over there it was always so fun. One night everyone was bored so they started talking about puberty. All my boy cousins had said they had started growing lots of hair and how big it was ext. I had zoned them out because I didn't want to hear about my cousins talking about their privates, ew. One of my cousins suggested we play house. I didn't know what that was but when they mentioned it I wasn't with it. It was an automatic no for me. Before my brother had died he was telling me what to say no to when it's coming from a man, a woman, or anyone in general while I'm young. So I already knew right from wrong. They told me it was okay I didn't want to play. In her dining room was a table and around it we would make palettes. I made mines and laid down without a cover because it was really humid in there. I don't know how long I slept till someone got behind me. My little cousin slid behind me. I didn't think nothing of it at this time I'm 12 he's 11. I fell back to sleep because I was comfortable and felt safe. I felt someone rubbing on me but I didn't know if it was a dream or not because that happened a lot. I would be dreaming and thinking it's real, vice versa. I knew it wasn't a dream when someone started pulling down my pants. I sat up and scooted away and he pulled me back. I felt so weak in that moment. He was so strong an- and I couldn't do anything I was stuck after I kept getting away he kept grabbing me back. I just sat there. I felt so bad I cried for him to stop he just slapped me face and started sucking on my neck I just kept wiggling. He had pulled out and ejected on me. I felt so dirty. He had the nerve to come back with a towel and pull my my pants back up he also kissed me. He's so sick. That happened so many times I told my mom everyone said I lied they said he was with them the whole time. They started telling me it was one of those times my dreams seemed real. They always made me sleep with him. He so sick he thought we were together." I told him staring straight ahead.

He wiped his face and cleared his throat.

"Same shit happened to me. It was my aunty who did it tho, she was acting weird that whole day. Asking me personal questions about me and my dick. Shit was mad weird. I told her I was gone go to sleep cause I was tired. She told me I can sleep in her room since her room was the only one with a fan. Whole time her room was the only one with a lock. Me being a goofy I went in there. I'm very alert sleep or woke. I heard the door open and lock. I immediately sat up and looked at her confused. She just kept smirking walking up to me. I was 12 around the time going through puberty as well. She started touching me I was strong so I was fighting her off. But she was big. Big asf I don't discriminate ah nun but she was. He started pulling down my pants I screamed for help ain't nobody hear me because of the music. She started jacking me off and I didn't like it but my body did. Soon as I hit hard she started sucking me up I was so disgusted I ain't do shit but cry I kept punching her big ass tho. I was squirming trying to get her to stop. Nothing worked. She sat on me and me being a virgin I busted instantly. She got mad and slapped me I passed out. I woke up to her moaning and bouncing on me. I sat there and let it happen. She stopped when she was finished and tried to kiss me but I turned my head. I ran I ain't tell nobody because boys can't get raped. A month or so later she was getting congratulate on being pregnant. She smirked at me and kept telling them the dad was a secret. That night I stayed the night. She went to sleep I went in her room and pulled her out the bed and jumped on her stomach as hard as I can. She started bleeding and screaming but I didn't care I kept going . She called all the family over. I told them why I did what I did and only my mom and sister believed me. Since that day I ain't fucked with them since. I don't see how my mom still fucked with they ass I found her weird too that's why I left her in the trenches I ain't bring her up here with me, now she dead. And that's my fault." He finished.

We locked eyes and walked into each other's arms and started crying together.

That's how the night ended.

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