𝐅𝐎𝐍𝐃𝐍𝐄𝐒𝐒ఌ

二十二

𝐀𝐙𝐀𝐑𝐈𝐀𝐇 𝐗𝐀𝐕𝐈𝐄𝐑.

"You have to leave her" my therapist said.

"I'm not leaving shit, fuck is ta you?" I scrunched my eyebrows up in confusion.

"Y'all are too attached, depend on each other too much to the point it's unhealthy" she said blandly.

"I'm not leaving my shorty. I don't give a fuck what you talking about. You must be lonely and want everyone to be lonely with yo ass hell nah, no I'm not leaving her" I mugged.

"Well if your not going to leave her, take a break. Test her, tell her you cheated on her I bet you she will be fine with it because she depends on you too much. If she says it's okay I'm sorry to tell you y'all will have to split. When I say this I don't mean forever I mean to heal separately so y'all can better yourselves for each other. That's all I'm saying I'm not meaning to offend you" she tells me.

I sat back and thought about what she said. Aunasti don't love me that much that she'll stay with me if I cheat... right?

"Tell me what you are thinking about. That's what I'm for" she watches me.

"She don't love me that much that she'll allow herself to stay with a cheater. I believe she has self respect" I tell her confidently.

"I haven't worked with her so I wouldn't know. If your confident, do what I said" she said.

"With all so respect Ms. Dacy, I don't think I want to accept your advice this time. We good. I'm not hear for her I'm here for me" I told her.

"Yes, but to better yourself you have to be around other people that's... how should I put this... with good energy no no not that... hm you should surround yourself with mentally stable people" she nods her head approvingly.

"How you know if she mentality stable or not?" I squinted my eyes at her.

"It don't take a rocket scientist to see she isn't" she told me bluntly.

Well shit.

Fuck her & her stupid ass advice. She just jealous.

I'm bouta go she pissing me off. On my dad I'll kill this bitch and leave her head at her son's doorstep.

I guess she saw me smirking so she decided to question me again.

"What are you smirking about?" She squinted her eyes at me.

"Don't worry bout it, bye Ms. Dacy! Have a good rest of your day" I said standing up.

"Your session isn't over yet" she told me.

"You'll still get paid you regular pay, I'm ready to go I don't want to talk to you anymore. Bye I just said have a good rest of your day you finna piss me off" I pointed at her.

"Bye" she waved me off.

I walked out her office and called Aunasti.

It rang till it got to voicemail so I called again, I got the same response.

"I'll fuck her up I swear to God" I huffed and kept calling.

I even texted it was delivering but I wasn't getting any reply.

"Imma handle my business, if I still haven't head from her imma fuck her up" I spoke out loud to myself.

Pulling up to my house I went to my special room and picked out a few items and laid em on the bed.

I had hopped in the shower since I ain't get in this morning.

I did my lil shit then went into my room and got dressed.