Letter One

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October 1st, 2015

Dear Joey,

Hi. I know it's been a month since our... Break up. I know you still hate me, a lot. But, I still love you.

I have to write you letters so I can cope and that there is a chance we can get back together.

It was just a mess up. I didn't like him, I didn't want to kiss him either, or go farther then that.

But for some reason I let it happen. I didn't want to hurt his feelings.

Things have been hard, Joey. Either I don't eat, or I eat too much(story of my life tho).

See, I know your smiling now because I said one of our inside jokes. Something I miss the most. We always made each other laugh.

But for real, I haven't been active at all. I have to do a collab just to post a video or I'll think of you. I don't want to vlog with the camera you bought me because it reminds me of you. I can't do anything without you.

To think of it, we did a lot together. I felt like we completed each other.

I miss your hugs, kisses, cuddles, and green juices you would make. I miss attempting to play video games with each other, running around with Wolf and taking him out. I miss the late night talks, where we would just talk about life. I miss the way you would grab my hips and sway me back and forth after giving me a kiss. You made me feel special.

I guess I'm a dumb ass for leaving it all behind.

Please, Joey, please forgive me.

From,

Connor

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