Letter Twenty- Three

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March 16

Dear Joey,

I just got back from the hospital... I'm sure you are wondering what for... I tried to commit suicide.

February 20 I overdosed on pills, but Ricky had to come over for his camera and he found me. He saved me. But
I didn't want to be saved.

I had nothing to live for. I have no life without you.

I'm making big life changes. I'm quitting youtube, I'm moving back home, I'm starting a whole new life. I can't do it anymore.

This is my last letter to you.

All I really need to say is this: That I loved you. I loved you and cared for you so much. I've never fell for someone so hard before in my life. I felt like we were soul mates and we finally just found each other. But it all went away. You no longer love me, and I can't love you. I tried to kill myself because I lost my soul mate. Not only did I lose my soul mate, but I lost myself.

Have a good life Joey. Stay happy.

From,

Connor Franta







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