Letter Eleven

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November 21

Dear Joey,

I need to admit something to you Joey. Only you will know this. Just you.

I started cutting. It all has been so much for me, all my emotions freak out. I had one thousand pounds of emotions on my shoulders and I need some physical way for it to go. Don't worry, I stopped. I wouldn't tell you if I didn't stop.

But you want to know a big reason why I started to cut? Not only because of our relationship, but how it ended. I can handle break ups, somewhat, but not like how ours just died. When our relationship died off I died a bit too. Why don't we talk about it then? Well more like me cry and write about it.

It started out as collab with Troye. An innocent collab, and you know that. On my channel we did a Q&A. We answered about fifteen questions, but I knew the eight that I would use.

Then, for Troye's channel he wanted to do Truth or Dare...

You know where this is leading... And we (or I) don't need to discuss it.

I think of it everyday, Joey. Please forgive me! I can't keep doing this. I need an answer.

I don't know what's left for me anymore. I really don't know what my life is without you.

From,

Connor







Do you guys think Connor is too hung up on this?
Thanks again to the one person that reads this and to the mysterious ones that do too! I don't even think my best friends read this lol

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