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A few days had went by and once again it was Friday, I had already knew my mom had a guy coming over tonight due to her text telling me to be quick when coming home. I groaned as I stepped out of my apartment with my usual backpack in hand. I didn't know what to do honestly. Did I call Heeseung and ask if I could stay with him or did I just go up on the rooftop? I decided to just call Heeseung.

The phone rang for a little before it stopped and I heard Heeseung's groggy voice on the other end of the line. "Lili?" Was the first thing he said.

"Hey Heeseung. My mom kicked me out for the night again and well I feel bad to ask this but-" I was cut off in the middle of my sentence though.

"Come downstairs, I'll unlock the door for you." He says before hanging up the phone. I just look at the screen that showed we had just ended the call and shut my phone off before I headed down to his place. 

When I got to his apartment I opened the door and I saw him with his back to the door, doing something at his kitchen counter. I shut the door behind me and locked it as I announced my presence, taking my backpack off my shoulder and slinging it onto the couch. I then walk over to the kitchen to see that Heeseung was drying dishes. I just watched as he put the dishes away before turning to face my direction. 

"Wanna take a shower? I'll give you some of my clothes again. This time you have to return them though." He says with a smirk as he heads to his room. I'm reminded of the clothes I had kept forgetting to return to the boy from the first night I stayed with him. 

"I'm sorry~" I say as I follow him into his room, waiting for him to give me some clothes to borrow.

Heeseung pulls out a shirt, putting it on top of the shorts he had already pulled out before I even entered the room. He then looks over at me and walks up to me, handing me the clothes. 

"You can keep the other clothes but I want these back, okay sweetheart?" He says and I feel my face start to heat up at the nickname. He then puts his hand on my cheek, gently pinching it as he looks into my eyes, before he pats it quickly and leaves the room. How the fuck was I supposed to react to all of that? It was too much for me to even process If I was being completely honest.

<3

I step out of the shower fully clothed in Heeseung's clothing and go out into the living room to stuff my clothes into my bag. I glance over at Heeseung who is sitting right next to my bag, "Do you have a hair brush?" I ask and he nods before getting up and walking past me into his bathroom. He then comes out with a brush and hands it to me.

I take it from him and brush my hair, walking into the bathroom to use the mirror and make sure it was parted correctly. I then just put the brush on his bathroom counter and walked back out.

"I put it on the counter, if that's okay." I say and he just nods. 

"That's fine." He tells me, not even glancing my way.

I stand there kind of awkwardly for a second before I speak once again, "I'm kind of tired so I think I'm gonna go to bed." I say.

Heeseung finally looks over at me again, "You don't mind if I sleep in the bed with you right? This couch nearly broke my back last time." He says with a smile. I nod, not having a problem with it. "I'll go to bed too then." He says and shuts the TV off, following me to his room. 

I go onto the side of the bed I always slept on no matter where I was and moved the covers, getting under them and Heeseung did the same. I watched as he reached over to the nightstand and shut his lamp off, making the room pretty much pitch black. 

I adjust myself and wrap my arms around my own torso. I always needed something to cuddle when I slept, usually it being a pillow, but that was kind of embarrassing so I just did this.

"Try and get some rest." Heeseung says as I feel him adjust in the bed.

"You too." I quietly say back before closing my eyes and easily drifting off to sleep.

<3

I woke up the next morning to a tight feeling around my torso. I was being pressed against something and hugged tightly. I didn't open my eyes at first, being a little scared to be honest, thinking maybe I had been tied up or something I don't fucking know what I though was going on. Not until I noticed someone's breath hitting my face though. 

I finally opened my eyes and was met with Heeseung sleeping in front of me, realizing he was currently hugging me and I was currently pressed against him.

I suddenly started to feel embarrassed, fully taking in how close we were to one another. I gently pushed him away a little with my arms and moved one of his arms off of me before I rolled over and went to go check my phone on the nightstand to see what time it was. It was 9:43 in the morning.

I sighed before laying back down in the bee. I still felt really tired so I decided I would just go back to sleep, it was the weekend anyways so it didn't really matter. 

I closed my eyes and was close to falling asleep until I felt Heeseung moving around in his sleep next to me. I then felt his arm on me and his hand go on my back as he pulled himself closer to me. I was stiff for a while but finally just got used to it and fell asleep once again.

<3

I then woke up once again with it just being me in Heeseung's bed. I groaned as I wiped my eyes and turned around to face away from where the sunlight was coming in from the window. I grabbed my phone once again and checked the time to see that it was now 11:57. I moved the blanket off of me and got out of bed, heading to the bathroom.

After I got out of the bathroom I walked out into the living room to see that no one was here. I just sighed as I walked over to the couch and sat down, still not fully awake. That's when I noticed a note on the table, I read it and it said 'HAD TO DO SOMETHING. STAY HERE I'LL BRING US SOME LUNCH WHEN I'M DONE'. I just sighed before I lie down on the couch, staring out at nothing in particular as I waited for him, bored out of my mind.

<3

After a little while I watched as the front door unlocked and a familiar boy walked through the door. I caught him smile a little at the sight of me as he locked the door behind him with the hand that wasn't holding a plastic bag full of food. He walked over to the couch and placed the bag on the coffee table.

"I got us some Chinese food, is that alright?" He asked.

"Yeah, thank you so much." I say as I sit up and allow him some room to sit next to me. He sits down and pulls the table in a little closer to us, spreading his legs as he empties the food out of the bag. I then watch as opens the food and hands me chopsticks.

"Enjoy." Heeseung says as he picks up a piece of sesame chicken and puts it in his mouth. I smile a bit as I pick up a dumpling and put it in my mouth, honestly enjoying the taste of some non-authentic Chinese food every once in a while. Even being Chinese myself, I couldn't deny it hit different.

"Are you sure I don't have to give you back your clothes? I could probably go get them right now for you." I tell the boy who shakes his head.

"Lili, I want you to keep them, okay?" He says, looking over at me before he puts a hand on my one hand that I had resting on my thigh, slowly moving his thumb over my fingers. My eyes follow his hand as he pulls it away from me and puts it in his lap, my eyes then glancing over at how his legs were still spread, my eyes then trail back up to where his hand was and a bit farther up so that I was now looking at his bulge. 

I almost immediately look away, feeling embarrassed of myself for looking. I move my hair out of my face as I avoid all eye contact with him, focusing on eating the food in front of me.

I then feel his hand on my thigh, glancing down as I watch him slowly start to caress my thigh as he continues to eat as if it was nothing meanwhile I felt frozen.

Heeseung then looks over at me, "Are you full already?" He asks with a small smirk on his face.

"Uh- sorry." I say as I rush to continue eating.

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