Feeling numb is normal right?
They call you numb and oblivious to others
They tell you your not worth it.
That you don't care for others
Devoid of emotion
But really what they dont know
Won't hurt them
The tears you hold back when they scream at you
The bruises you hide from their inevitable words.
The pressure you feel to impress them
The only words that will be right
"You're right"
The constant pressure and stress
The tear soaked pillow as you cry yourself to sleep.
The disappointment on their face
And the worst part?
Is that you don't care at all.
The screaming becoming a backing track to your life
The scars you hide, now apart of you
The constant devoid of love in their eyes.
But your scared
Because you feel like you should care
That they should too
But they don't
Because their empty words
Are now meaningless
The well dones and congratulations now mean nothing
And for what?
So yes they call you numb and oblivious
They call you cruel, a disappointment.
Dumb and stupid.
But they don't know
Feeling numb isn't normal
And the battle scars we have prove it.
Feeling numb is normal
....right?
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I couldnt think straight.
Snap out of it Tam.
You can't possibly-
YOUR GOING TO COFFEE WITH HER
THAT IS THAT
So I played with my bangs while I waited for her to show up.
I sat at that table, and honestly it was so lame. Like people were giving me sympathy stares as if I was stood up. And technically I was, she was kinda 30 minutes late... so i was kind of wondering if she was ever gonna show up.
And the waiters dirty glaring at me cause I was hogging their tables that people were kind of waiting for....
Oh well. They could wait.
I saw some kids from school look over at me. They briefly laughed then saw my stare and covered their mouths and started laughing cause they couldnt disguise their laughter.
Ironic right?
I rolled my eyes. A figure came rushing into the building panting. Looking around frantically. Then her eyes settled on me. Marella Redek, not the teenage girl I wanted to see.
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