Don't Leave Me| S.W

"forty five"

•{Cadences POV}• (ooh fancy)

I woke up and see Sam beside me.

I get up and go downstairs to cook some breakfast. I look at my phone and see I have 20 notifications.

5 from G-dawg🐶

2 from BESTFRIEND💘

10 from Johnny boy👽

and

3 from mom👩🏼

I decide to look at johnsons first.

where did you go?

hello

where are you?

cade girl.

answer me

hello is anyone there

your leaving me hanging

cadenceeeeee

I guess your mad at me

goodbye

I reply saying I'm not mad at you I just need some space from everything. I'm alright. I have Sam and Matt and Zoe with me.

next were the three from mom.

Cadence I'm sorry

I didn't mean what I said. you can come and talk to us.

I love you.

I was still a little mad. I just said I love you too and left it at that.

I don't look at gilinsky's or Lauren's.

I get bored so I watch Netflix with some popcorn.

then we go tanning.

We all are laying out when someone opens the door.

It was my sister.

"he- oh." she said then left.

"let me go." I say to them.

I run after her. I grab her wrist and she flinches.

"pull up your sleeve right now."

she pulled her sleeve up and I saw fresh cuts.

"why would you do this to yourself?"

"you did it so why can't i?"

"because your not me. look at my arms. you see these. they never go away. I just got confidence to go swimming and show my arms. didn't know that huh?"

"but- I- it just hurt after you said that." she said holding back tears.

"this isn't a way to make pain go away. it's a way to make more pain and get you in some shit. I'm sorry for what I said. I didn't mean it. I was upset at lauren and everyone and I shouldn't have taken it out on you. I am sorry." I say looking at her dead in the eye.

"it's okay!"

"sisters?"

"sisters."

we hug and I tear up a little.

I hear a camera go off and we pull away.

I see Sammy there with my phone.

"you little dick."

"but you like it."

"oh my gosh." I say blushing.

everyone laughs.