"You've brought nothing but trouble to this family. To me. And I wouldn't lie to myself that sometimes I regret having you born" "For allowing you take a breathe in this world, I should have killed you since you're already planning on killing yourself with the slightest tantrum you get, you run to pain" my mother cries as she unlocks the door to the car.
I remain quiet, Molly does same. This time she didn't have to make excuses cause mom has gotten used to many of them.
We enter the car, mom too. She starts the ignition as she starts again.
"Look at your sister Selina, she's never gotten herself in any trouble. Or ended up in the principals office,or caught at the back of school smoking with boys so loudly or skipped the bus because she wanted to trek back home with her friends so it'd be fun. I fucking paid for those services Molly" my mother shouts, slamming her hands on the steering wheel.
I tense a little.
"Mom calm down please, Molly's sorry" I beg her.
I know how bad it gets for her especially with her growing high blood pressure.
"Now don't you tell me what she's definitely not feeling" she warns,
"Molly's sorry?" She mocks
"The girl doesn't even feel sorry for herself before being sorry for me" she overtakes a bus, honing so she'd pass the other car.
"Mom" Molly calls as if warning her to stop.
"What? Are you planning on, Afflicting pain on me the way you do yourself" my mom shoots, staring at her using the front mirror.
Molly mutter curses under her breathe, in an exasperated voice.
"What's the hoodlum saying" my moms irritated now,
"Come on mom not here?" I chip in, holding Molly so she wouldn't do something stupid.
"I wished you never bore me bitch!!!!" Molly says without thinking.
"Shittt" I hiss, falling flat on the chair.
Immediately my mom stops the car,
"What did you say" she asks her eyes not meeting her gaze. Her voice choked.
"You heard me whore!" Molly shouts in her ears.
After a minute of a cracked, broken laugh from my mother she takes a long breath before saying."Now there's the girl that got into a fight cause she claimed they called her whole family whores when she just called her mother one" my mother whimpers, sniffling before continuing.
"She fought for her pride and to show power not because of family." She starts the ignition again.
"Get out, and make sure you don't come home tonight and every other night. I'm done with you" she orders and I hear the back door open as Molly steps out slamming the door.
My mom immediately moves leaving her in the roads as Molly's face disappears with the distance.
"Mom what if Molly doesn't come back?" I ask
"She will, she's not good on her own. I want to teach her a lesson today, I've been condoling enough" she says, rubbing my hair as I stare outside the window.
"Don't you be like Molly dear, or the remaining piece I put together after Molly broke it when she went to a club with her junior in school and had sex with three boys before the video got leaked and I had to change her college and kept it away from your father cause she was too embarrassed to continue there?" My mom cries.
"Mom" I'm crying, when I rub her thighs.
"I'll be broken Selina, broken" she coughs.
"Let's just go home mom" I sweetly tell her and she obliges.
Molly, molly, molly what have you done. I sigh, shivering and whimpering when I think about my mothers pain.
•~*~•
I text my sister, dropping the hundredth text message and she hasn't still responded to any of them.
I decided on calling her just before I hear her phone at the back seat of the car.
"Fuvkkk it now mom" I spit, tears on the edge of being let loose.
Immediately my moms stops, finding the space outside the road to pack.
"Don't tell me you're also going to...." she tries to finish but I don't let her.
"Mom I know okay, your hurt, I get it but Molly is still my sister. The only one I have. Your daughter mom" I say quietly, trying to draw her to remembering how much she loved her girl.
"Molly messed up by getting into a fight..."
"She does that always" my mother cries, covering her whimpers and looking away.She'd found it embarrassing if I stared at her while she cried or get emotional.
I find her hands on the steering wheel holding them."Mom" I sweetly call her, and I watch as she meets my gaze her eyes redshot in bitterness and pain the one I know Molly was a cause of.
"What will dad say if we got back home without your own child mom?" I ask her and she sniffs.
"He doesn't love her like I do"
"I know mom, but a lot of questions will be racing through he's mind, he might not look at you the same"
I hug her as I cry, using her silence as an agreement. I cried harder of the fact that have never seen her be so submissive to a whole situation
"I love you mom, molly does too" I look up at her and she smiles before I leave her.
"Let's go pick your sister, shall we" She sighs, fixing her seatbelts.
A wash of relief calmed my senses before I fell back to the chair, looking at the flashes of cars as my mother raced the road back to where we left molly.
It's already mid-evening. I hope it doesn't take much to find her.
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