Janet Pov-
After finding out that my bestie was going on a date with some random nigga.. Ian talk to her since I left her boutique yesterday... Because to be honest the shit hurts me to the core... Like how dare she flirt and shit with me and then turn around and go be all up in another man's face tonight?...
Even though my mind can't rest knowing that she's with this nigga..... The best part of it all is that I get to keep my son with me tonight and all I can say is this boy has so much of me and toni in him that it's scary...
I love the bond we have done created in just a week and still counting.... We've done wrestled ,Played 2k, Played call of duty... Shit we even played Uno... But then my ass had gotten tired... And was ready to relax and eat which we're doing....While we sat around laughing and eating Chinese food watching dawn of the dead... I could sense something's bothering my baby boy because of how he's been acting all night...
After awhile he stopped eating and started playing on his nintendo ds... Soon after he was curled up on my sofa knocked the fuck out leaving me here in my own thoughts...
I couldn't help but check my apple watch every five to ten minutes all night tonight... Like right now it's two something going on three .. And she haven't called to check on our son since she's been on her muhfuckin date... I leaned my head back on the cusion of the sofa closing my eyes inhaling and exhaling deeply trying to find a peace of mind...
Suddenly I shot my eyes open hearing jaylen sobbing silently I frowned looking at him twist and turn in his sleep... "Hey-Hey... Shh..Shh Hey... Lil man your okay?.. Im right here iigh... Daddy is right here.. I spoke in my whisperish soft voice rubbing his back in circular motion soothingly..
Jaylen placed his sleepy eyes on me scared and relieved at the same time sitting up with tears easing down his face...."Daddy please don't leave me... Please don't... He cried out wrapping his arms tightly around me with his head resting above my breasts..
Seeing him so shooked up like this is breaking me down.. " Daddy ain't gonna neva leave you.. what would make you say that jay?.. I questioned looking down at him as tears clouding my vision..Jaylen looked up at me wiping his face with the back of his hand..
"Be-because You found out that mommy let that guy move in with us...and you got mad and said that you didn't want anything else to do with neither me or mommy... A-And I tried chasing after you but you grew further and further away from me crying really hard daddy...
I clutched jaylen to me hugging him tighter sobbing silently... "Let me tell you something baby boy.. Ain't no muthafuka on earth gon keep me from loving you and begin there for you as along as I live you hear me?... I spoke in a shaky tone letting my tears run down my face..
"I don't want mommy to date no one else but you daddy.... I want us to be a real family... Please daddy take mommy away from that guy she likes.. Jaylen cries out standing to his feet... As much as I want to do that.. I know she wouldn't want me to...
"Jaylen I'm sorry lil man b-but I can't do that she doesn't want me... Like I want her.... I replied through my sobs wiping my tears into my white tank top .. Jaylen growled stomping out the livingroom making his way upstairs " I HATE THIS!!.... He shouted slaming the door to the guest bedroom...
I just knew it was bound to happen.... Me and my son's first disagreement could now effect how we was bonding all because of toni ass.... As much as I want to go upstairs and check on jaylen.. I couldn't even get my own damn self together...
I glanced back at my apple watch seeing it's 3:25 in the morning I know she's getting dicked down by this bitch ass nigga... Just the thought of him kissing and touching her got my ass on a hundred....
