Janet Pov-
What are you doing here, dunk?... Shouldn't you be at the hospital?...
Gil Im not trying to hear that, Please tell me that you've spoken to tiny-t any today? I searched Gil's eyes to hope of him telling me something good, p his body language is telling me everything that I need to know..
Um- I don't think this is the best time to ask that quest-
Yes JJ? Why the fuck are you asking about me? When you were the one that told me that theres no more us? Toni spoke out of anger yet her voice trembles with the sound of hurt behind it..
Gil slowly steps to the side giving me a clear way to come all the way into his home.. I thanked him as I stepped in but my eyes never left the woman that I've promised not to hurt but yet here we are...
I-I'll give yall some time to talk , If you need me just know that I'll be in my room ... Gil hugs Toni as she reassures him with a small grin , Gil then turn to me agrivatedly as if he's not happy that I'm here..
Dunk, get your shit together, And please don't waste this girl's time.. Because even though I see you as my sis, Im not going to lie and say I really don't see why yo ass is even here?.. Get it together babe!!
I everything, Because he's exactly right! I cant keep pushing the only woman that had my heart since forever away.. I watched as he soon disapeared upstairs, Leaving Toni and I finally alone..
Alright JJ were alone, So wassup?
Tone I just want to say that Im sorr-
Na fuck that save it! You think that you can flaunt your ass up in gils house and try to make me feel sorry for you and forgive your ungrateful ass? Toni spoke through her tears that began to trail down her sadden face..
I remain silent because I know that Im only making the situation worst, The more I speak.. I exhaled feeling exhausted all of a sudden.. I rubbed my temples to relax myself some.
T-toni pl-please just let me make it up to you and our son...Look I know that I've fucked up so many times with my short tempers, and self esteem issues but, I don't want to make any promises, I just want to show you only if you will let me? Toni plea-
Toni snatches her hands away from mines angrily as I reached out to hold her hands,
JJ I think its time that you find someone else, Because I wont allow myself to continue to go through these roller coasters with you.. Like you said there's nomore us anymore.. Besides Im an engaged wom-
Do you love me? Tears started to fall from my eyes as I watched her closely for a response
Get the fuck out! Im not about to be force to answer your dumb ass ques-
So you do love me? ....Just say it tiny-t!...... I know that I love you and it's time that I step up as a real woman and own up to the shit that I put you and our son thro-
I fucking hate you! I wish we never crossed paths, I wish you wasnt my first, I wish that jaylen wasn't yours, YOU FUCKING HURT ME TO THE CORE YOURE DEAD TO ME!!
Toni continue to hit at my chest and arms releasing all of her pain out... I forgot how strong her short ass is but I allowed her to take all of her frustrations all out on me, Its only right that I do..
Toni baby please Im sorry! Forgive me..
No your not, You've hurt me so bad JJ.. When I wanted us to work out... You said that I mean nothing to you anymore,
