Janet's Pov-
A lot of things have happened in 5 whole months!!! It definitely has been a challenge for me.... One reason is that toni finally moved on finding love with someone else.. It's sad to say I drove her to that point....... But we do manage to talk.... Only if it's about jaylen, no funny business, I don't believe in ruining her and her new man love life..
I can't believe I pushed her love away, though.... Every day, I feel like shit because if it wasn't for toni winning the case in court for me against Nicki with the help of my big bro, Mike, and best friend Gil...
My stubborn black ass would have done lost every fucking thing.. But what is it to have mostly everything in the world.. And lose the main two people that you vowed never to hurt and walk away from...Hell who am I kidding As long as my tiny't and son are happy and good... So am I.....
Lately I've been so busy with work that I haven't had any time for jaylen .. So I decided to take two weeks off just for us to continue to keep that awesome bond that nobody can't break.. But all this boy has been doing since he's been here is listen to music, Play 2k and stay on the phone with his little friends all day.... It's like I don't matter to him anymore ..
Just like last night.. When I decided to make some taco's ... The boy had the nerve to ask his mama to cashapp him some money so he could order from door dash .. Meanwhile my ass is slaving over a hot stove trying to cook an shit... So I ended up looking at t.v by myself while eating what I had prepared for us both....
"What you up to lil jay?.. I questioned walking into his room.."Nothing dad just playing some 2k.. But I'm about to get off I'm kinda getting bored with it.
"Wow Well? .. How about me and you go shoot up some hoops.. I mean it is nice outside.. I smiled taking a seat on the side of his bed.. But for some odd reason he will not look my way ...Naaa!!... I don't wanna do that neither.. I rather just lay down and listen to music.... You know?..
He looks into my direction shooting me a toothless grin.. rising up from his gamer's chair... I gave him a small smile back letting my head drop to stop myself from getting annoyed by the way he's acting... I lifted up my head at the sound of my son's cell ringing and vibrating causing my eyebrows to crease some..
I watched as his smile spread wide across his face at whoever was calling him I never saw someone so eager to answer ..."Hey mommy ... ....... Yea I'm okay just been chilling for the most part... ...... Ma'am???...Where's daddy at?.... She's right here.. Jaylen faced me with disgust written on his face handing me his phone..I know one thing he's about to get his little ass whooped if he looks at me like that one more time...
"Un-Un fix your face lil jay for I fix it for you.. because you really trying my patience right now... I growled through gritted teeth snatching the cell phone from out of his hand... The fact that he's been in this mean nonchalant mood since he's been here makes me wonder if he really cares about how much this shit is having a affect on me.. And by his mama having a new man made me realize that I fucked up big time.. I raised to my feet leaving out of his room because I'm so close to becoming emotional...
"Hey tone wassup?.. I walked into my room closing the doors behind me taking a seat at the foot of my bed... And for some odd reason my ears starts to deceive me... All I could hear was my ex and her new nigga talking nasty.. At this point my heart has shattered into a million pieces
" N-Nothing's up... I was just calling to s-seeee if you and lil jay have plans today... Because if y'all don't.. Me and babe were going to stop by to pick hi-him auh-up.. Only because Brandon insisted that w-we fly out with him to Miami *Gasps* Ssss shit babe!.. right there .
