𝐋𝐔𝐂𝐊 | 𝘯𝘪𝘳𝘢𝘨𝘪 𝘹 𝘤𝘩𝘪𝘴𝘩𝘪𝘺𝘢 𝘰𝘯𝘦𝘴𝘩𝘰𝘵𝘴

𝘦𝘺𝘦 𝘰𝘯 𝘺𝘰𝘶 ♡

╰ ♡ ; 𝘧𝘭𝘶𝘧𝘧 ╮
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niragis pov
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i've always found it hard to accept that well.. i don't like woman. i've tried to fuck and kiss woman to try and change but it never works, i don't feel anything around them. but for a while now i've kept my eye on a newcomer and his name was chishiya. i was one of the first people to discover the beach so that's why hatter gave me the role of secondary lead militant.

most people are scared of me but chishiya? he could give two fucks if i decided to shoot him in the brains at this very second. i've never felt the way i do around him with other people. i tease him a lot to try and hide the fact i like him but i think last boss is quickly catching on.

i also tease chishiya a lot to see his face when i do, he usually glares or smirks and says something back but i don't really care what it is, i love hearing his voice and his cute face. this is probably the cheesiest thing i've ever thought but it's true. i'm not sure when or if i'm ever going to confess to him but eh, i'm going to die someday so why bother.

i'd rather look from a distance and tease him then risk making him think i'm weird or some shit. i'm currently in the main area having a cigarette at the side in the empty hallways then i look over and see chishiya and that other girl talking. i watch as chishiya slightly tilts his head and looks down slightly too. cute.

he lifts his head again looking up at the girl and grins ever so slightly. and again, cute. " are you listening?! " i wake from my daze to see last boss look at me jokingly angrily and he scoffs a laugh. " obsessing over the new guy? " he says while smirking.

" am fucking not! you are! " i say angrily while raising my gun. " jesus okay! but you doing that big action will just make me believe you are even more " he says smirking again then walking away. that little..

i sigh and put my gun over my shoulder again. i finish up my cigarette then throw it on the ground, stepping on it. " you really shouldn't litter y'know " i turn to look behind me quickly to see chishiya standing behind me and looking up at me. jesus christ! " why not huh? " i ask teasingly.

" it looks ugly " he replies. i roll my eyes playfully and kick the cigarette bud into a corner of dust. " better? " i ask sarcastically. " sure. " he answers and puts his hands into his pocket. " hey, why do you put your hands in your pocket all the time? " i ask honestly curious but in a teasing tone so my pride doesn't go out the window.

" i guess just a habit " he answers while tilting his head again. he's so cute when he does that. i look away slightly and nod. " i was going to go to the rooftop, do you want to come? " i ask wanting to spend more time with chishiya. " bold question, i honestly thought you hated me seeing you tease me all the time " he explains to me.

he thinks i hate him? god. " i don't hate you, i tease everyone just you the most because it's fun how you always come up with something to get back at me with " i convince him and he nods while closing his eyes and grinning. " fair enough, i never see you talk to anyone else other then the militants so that's also a reason but alright "

i nod and we start to walk up to the rooftop. " so how long exactly have you been in this place? " he asks while turning his head towards me. " about a week and a half ago, you've been here for 4 days? " i reply and chishiya nods. we stay in silence while we walk and soon enough we get to the rooftop. it's pretty dark, not pitch black but it's between sunset and pitch black so it's perfect.

we walk over to the edge and i grab out another cigarette and a lighter. " your already having another one? didn't you have one like 5 minutes ago? " chishiya asks teasingly. i look down at him and smirk. " why do you care? do you want one? " i ask teasingly back while getting another one out of my pocket.

" bet " he says and grabs it, then also grabs the lighter and lights the cigarette. i smirk at him while slightly widening my eyes in a joking way. " calm down, i didn't even get to light mine yet " i say to him while trying to get the lighter back but he raises his hand not allowing me to grab it, we'll i still can since i'm taller but it's the effort that counts.

i chuckle. " being like that hm? " i say while looking down at him. " y'know your pretty cute, especially when you tilt your head. " i say out of the blue even surprising myself. " really? " he asks while tilting his head and grinning. " definitely " i answer while leaning down to look him straight in the eye.

i see him look down at my lips then look back at my eyes. " tempting? " i say as he looks away slightly. i chuckle then grab his jaw, not hard or anything i grab it softly. he looks down and i slowly start to kiss him.

our lips slightly brush against each other and i pull my head away a few centimetres. chishiya looks at me then starts to kiss me again. we don't make out or anything we softly kiss and as i knew already his lips are soft and super kissable. he tastes like cherry.

i've only known chishiya for a few days and i already love him so much. we pull apart and look at each other lovingly. " sorry-"

" don't be sorry, i enjoyed it. " chishiya explains and i slightly smile, he does too. " we should get back to our rooms now.. " i saw awkwardly and he nods. we walk back inside and it's silent but a comfortable silence. i take chishiya to his room first and after some minutes we finally get there.

i wish i didn't have to leave him. he unlocks his door and as i turn to leave i feel him grab my wrist. oh?

" can you actually.. stay? " he asks and i turn around to face him again. god is on my side today. " sure princess " i reply while walking inside. he shuts and locks the door and we both take off our shoes. " i'm gonna go have a shower, you can get comfortable if you want.. " he says. " why not join you instead? " i ask teasingly while smirking at him.

" nice try, maybe some other time " chishiya replies while smirking back at me and walks into his bathroom. that was hot. after a few seconds i hear the water turn on and i go wait on his bed. i wait while hearing nothing but the water running and i stop myself from thinking perverted thoughts.

i hit myself in the face and soon hear the water turn off, thank god. i wait for another few minutes then he walks out in another hoodie, some sweat pants and his head is still slightly wet. again hot. " you don't have any spare clothes so you don't have to shower if you don't want to, but you can if you want to " he explains while coming over to me.

i realise i don't have any spare clothes and just decide to shower tomorrow, i don't smell bad and my clothes aren't dirty so it doesn't matter. when i shake my head, he comes over and sits in my lap. god really is on my side today. " oh? " i say teasingly while he gets comfy.

" take what you can get. " chishiya says sternly. i nod and hug him. our position is me sitting on his bed while he's sitting in my lap resting his head on my shoulder and resting his arms on my shoulder. " you really are cute " i say and he slightly punches me in my side.

" ow! i was only saying the truth! " i say teasingly. " your cheesy. " he explains and i shrug my shoulders. " just for you " i whisper in his ear. he sighs and we stay in the position for a bit. " can we sleep now? " he asks and i nod at him.

we start to lay down next to each other and i pull him closer to me, i also wrap my arms around his waist. " is this okay? " i ask and he nods, resting his head in my chest. i smirk and rest my head on top of his. this was probably the best night ever. after a few minutes, i hear chishiya breathing probably now asleep so i decide to also go to sleep now.

i kiss his forehead then close my eyes and fall asleep.

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