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╰ ♡ ; 𝘧𝘭𝘶𝘧𝘧 ╮
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chishiyas pov
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i started to wake up feeling very cold, then i realised it was 5:03 am, the sun is only just coming up yet it's still dark outside. my favourite time of day. i get out of my bed and put on a hoodie and grey sweatpants, i then fix my hair and grab my earphones and vhs tape.

i then opened my door quietly and made my way to the rooftop to look at the view whilst listening to music. once i arrive, i plug in my earphones and turn on my vhs tape, i rest my arms over the edge and look at the view. the first song that comes on is ' i just threw out the love of my life '.

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" 𝘐'𝘮 𝘴𝘰 𝘵𝘢𝘭𝘭, 𝘤𝘢𝘯'𝘵 𝘨𝘦𝘵 𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘮𝘦 𝘐'𝘮 𝘴𝘰 𝘭𝘰𝘸, 𝘤𝘢𝘯'𝘵 𝘨𝘦𝘵 𝘶𝘯𝘥𝘦𝘳 𝘮𝘦

𝘐 𝘮𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘣𝘦 𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘴𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘴 𝘍𝘰𝘳 𝘐 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘳𝘦𝘸 𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦 𝘰𝘧 𝘮𝘺 𝘥𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘮𝘴

𝘏𝘦 𝘪𝘴 𝘪𝘯 𝘮𝘺 𝘦𝘺𝘦𝘴, 𝘩𝘦 𝘪𝘴 𝘪𝘯 𝘮𝘺 𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘴 𝘏𝘦 𝘪𝘴 𝘪𝘯 𝘮𝘺 𝘣𝘭𝘰𝘰𝘥, 𝘩𝘦 𝘪𝘴 𝘪𝘯 𝘮𝘺 𝘵𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘴

𝘐 𝘣𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦, 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘴𝘦𝘦 𝘩𝘪𝘮 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺𝘥𝘢𝘺 𝘌𝘷𝘦𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩 𝘮𝘺 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦'𝘴 𝘢 𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘭𝘥 𝘢𝘸𝘢𝘺

𝘖𝘩, 𝘩𝘦'𝘴 𝘨𝘰𝘵 𝘮𝘦 𝘸𝘰𝘯𝘥𝘦𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘨

𝘔𝘺 𝘳𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵𝘦𝘰𝘶𝘴𝘯𝘦𝘴𝘴 𝘪𝘴 𝘤𝘳𝘶𝘮𝘣𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘨

𝘕𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘣𝘦𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘦 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘐 𝘧𝘦𝘭𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘸𝘢𝘺

𝘒𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘪𝘴 𝘳𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵, 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘩𝘪𝘮 𝘵𝘰 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘺

𝘐 𝘮𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘣𝘦 𝘮𝘢𝘥𝘦 𝘰𝘧 𝘴𝘵𝘦𝘦𝘭

𝘍𝘰𝘳 𝘐 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘳𝘦𝘸 𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦 𝘰𝘧 𝘮𝘺 𝘥𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘮𝘴