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𝘤𝘶𝘵𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘣𝘭𝘰𝘯𝘥 𝘩𝘢𝘪𝘳 ☆♡

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niragis pov
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chishiya was acting odd today. not that i care though.. chishiya wasn't barely talking to anyone and didn't attend the meeting today, hatter was mad at him and called him into his office. after i saw chishiya come out of his office, i saw his eyes ever so slightly redder. his cheeks were ever so slightly more flushed and he didn't look up once. i noticed the sky already became dark and i stared at the sky for a few seconds, i then looked back at chishiya.

we stared at each other for a few seconds then he looked away and put his hands into his pocket. my eyes followed after him and i saw kuina tried to talk to him but he walked away. kuina then noticed me staring and walked over. " did you do something to him? " she asked angrily but i shook my head. " got no clue what's going on so don't blame me. " i say and she rolls her eyes at me.

she then walks away and i roll my eyes. i figure i should go to the rooftop before it's lights out, i haven't had a single cigarette today. i make my way to the stairs and walk up them, quickly heading to the rooftop. once i get there, i see the doors already slightly open and i open them all the way to see someone already there.

they have a white hood on and i immediately know who it is. i walk closer to him and hear sniffles. " what are you doing here. " i ask and he doesn't turn his head to me. " hello? are you gonna answer me? " i ask sarcastically while walking next to him and he moves his head in the other direction not letting me see his face.

" well then you won't mind me smoking then. " i say and take out a cigarette. i light it and place it in my mouth. " am i 'heartless'? " he asks quietly. " what? " i ask hearing it but confused. " never mind, it was stupid. " he says and i turn to face him.

" why are you asking me this? " i ask and he stops as he was walking away. i see him shrug his shoulders but then i hear him whimper mixed with a sniffle. " are you crying? " i ask almost concerned and i walk infront of him to see his face. he tries to get away but i hold his shoulders.

he's looking down so i take his chin and lift his head up to face me. his eyes don't meet mine yet i see his tear stained face. " why are you crying? " i ask and he looks down ashamed.

" ... everyone is disappointed in me, hatter is always getting mad at me, kuina is nice but she's mainly with ann and i feel like she's getting over me, everyone in the militant core practically hates me, i'm selfish and just a weapon to people. all i am in their eyes is a dumb blond. " he says taking small breaths in between.

i stay silent for a few seconds and i feel myself go to hug him. i tried to hold him but it didn't really last long, it was awkward and he didn't hug back, though i know he didn't hate it. i look down at him and he looks up at me.

" there's really no way of winning if in their eyes you'll always be a dumb blond. but your really not. chishiya your one of the smartest people i know and also one of the least selfish people i know. it's hard to believe compliments when you feel like this, i would know. but just know i don't hate you, and your not a weapon to me. i'm not one of the best people to talk to but if there's anytime that you want someone to listen i'll be here. " i say and he looks at me still with red tears eyes and he's still sniffling.

i see him blink and one last tear runs down his face then he hugs me. yet again it didn't last very long. he looked down and we both stayed silent for a few minutes. " ...do you know how to cut hair..? " he asks quietly. " somewhat. " i answer and he looks up at me, wiping his face with his hand and puts his hand in his pocket.

" do you think you could cut my hair for me? " he asks while playing with the hem of his hoodie. " sure, do you want me to do it now? " i ask and he nods. i turn around and lean down slightly and chishiya looks confused. " hop on. " i say and i feel him slowly get on my back.

i give him a piggyback ride to my room and his head rest against my back. once we get to my room i open my door and close it behind me. i put chishiya down on my bed and make him turn the other way while i get cutting supplies. once i get back i ask what cut he wants and he says " a tiny bit cut off and an undercut. if that's okay. "

i nod and i start to cut his hair. i honestly liked his long hair but it's his choice and i'm not against it. i do my best cutting some of his hair and doing an undercut and when i finish he goes to look in the mirror while i clean up extra hair. soon when he comes back i hear him sniffling again.

" why are you crying again? do you not like it? " i ask and he shakes his head. " i really like it. i'm not sure why i'm crying i just feel the need too. " he answers and i nod. i hug him again to. try and calm him down and he hugs back this time. " niragi. " he says seriously.

" yes? " i reply concerned and i pull apart while holding his shoulders.

" thank you. " he says, looking down and i look the other direction. " it's okay, i know this was awkward and all but i'm always here. " i say and he nods his head.

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MINI A/N

this is not how they would act at all i'm sorry if you cringed while reading this😭😭 i'm making so many fluffs/angst wowzers. also i have naplan tomorrow 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

australia sucks

also did anyone notice this chapter was based off the song 'blue hair' by TV girl😈

anyways ty for reading😋 PLEASE GIVE ME REQUESTS IM RUNNING OUT OF IDEAS😭