𝐋𝐔𝐂𝐊 | 𝘯𝘪𝘳𝘢𝘨𝘪 𝘹 𝘤𝘩𝘪𝘴𝘩𝘪𝘺𝘢 𝘰𝘯𝘦𝘴𝘩𝘰𝘵𝘴

𝘫𝘰𝘣𝘭𝘦𝘴𝘴 𝘮𝘰𝘯𝘥𝘢𝘺 ☆

╰☆ ; 𝘢𝘯𝘨𝘴𝘵  ╮
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TOXIC RELATIONSHIP AU, NOT IN BORDERLANDS AU
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chishiyas pov
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it's a windy afternoon, and today was rough. i cant afford to buy my food because shitheads at school cant leave me alone. i cant even get a ride back from niragi. i asked and he replied with 'no i'm at university and i'm studying, maybe another day.' even though he promised he could.

i sigh and walk back to my apartment, feeling like shit. i had a black jacket on along with beige cargo pants. luckily i was wearing warm clothes or otherwise i would be freezing from this cold weather. i'm already cold enough. it's foggy and hard to see because of this cold, rainy, foggy weather.

i hate today.

i finally get back to me and niragis shared apartment and i fiddle with the keys to open the door. once i get inside i walk straight to our shared room and plop on the king sized bed. i lay there for a few minutes hoping to suffocate until i finally decide to get changed out of clothes that had my school scent on it. oh how i hate school.

i got up and firstly took my shoes off then changed into a hoodie, specifically a larger then necessary one with a black design on it and added some black sweat pants also a tad bit larger then necessary. i sighed again and walked into the living room hoping to find an interesting show to watch until niragi got back.

i brought a black blanket with me and got comfortable on the couch whilst turning on the tv and switching over to netflix. i swiped from show to show not finding anything until something caught my eye. 'girl from nowhere' i read and clicked on it, deciding it could keep me occupied until niragi got back.

after 5 episodes, i heard keys at the front door and  the front door opening meaning niragi finally got home. i switched off the tv hoping he was in a good mood to hug him. i got up and walked over to niragi and i saw him putting his bag down and his coat off.

he threw his coat on the ground and walked passed me saying a quick " hey chishiya ". i looked back with a sad look and decided to follow him to our bedroom. i saw him take his shoes off and take his shirt off. he then noticed me and chuckled a bit. " you need something? " he teased and i awkwardly chuckled after.

he continued getting changed while i walked closer to him. " hey niragi, sorry you were so occupied with work. " i say and he nods. " it's hard shiya. " he replies with the usual nickname he calls me. it makes me sad knowing he used to call me darling, babe, ect.

" what are we having for dinner tonight? " he asks while walking up to me. " i don't know sorry. " i reply and he looks at me blankly. " you know i work at university to get a good job so we can get good money and what do you do? you do easy school work. do you know how hard it is for me? and you don't even know what's for dinner. " he argues.

" don't talk to me like that. i also work hard to get to university so i can also get a good paying job so i can help you out. yeah, i may not be working as hard as you are right now but i'm still trying. i constantly get bullie- "

" SHUT UP! you don't even know the shit i go through to pay for this apartment. if your gonna argue with me then sleep outside you fucking home wrecker. " he cuts me off by saying this.

tears slightly form in my eyes and i look down and walk to our shared bedroom. i hear niragi walk away most likely to the couch and not looking back. i shut the door to the bed room and sit on the edge of the bed and put my face into my hands. i cry silently after not getting a reasoning with him again.

this happens so often and it always results in this. yet somehow i always forgive him. because-

*knock knock*