~♪Dangerous Love♪~ (Modern AU)

💫Losing a Friend I🌙

Since I'm back I've thought about continuing this story with a more sadder ending cuz' why not I love to make you cry! Hehehe~
I think I should warn you that this chapter may contain some sensitive parts

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"finally peace but for how long will it be safe in this zone..?"

The blonde boy said while writing a story about what had happened before he was at this safe zone with his friends he met during this apocalypse. It lasted for at least 2 years and he was feeling too single that he had these weird imaginations about him getting married to Xiao. They still weren't allowed to leave the safe zone even though the apocalypse has ended but during the destroyed buildings they had to wait until all of the damage got repaired to return back home.

"I wonder how many years have passed since I was last outside without any danger and being scared to get eaten up by and random zombie from the cheapest corner.. I still hate to think about it.. I'm always getting the picture of how it looked like in my imagination that I can't sleep for a whole week.."

He then began to write down everything he remembers;

I can't remember much but I had a lot of weird dreams like I got raped, murdered, eaten by a zombie, trapped somewhere, had a few 'fun' times with Xiao and last but not least that I committed suicide which was the worst part of the story.. But I'm asking myself if this life still matters.. It would be nice if I'm just gone since no one needs me nor even want to talk to me I hate this.. It feels like prison when I'm still here and this since a few years.. I wish I could return home back to my mother —> the only person who cared about me but she never told me something about my sister how she looks like or where she might get found, but I think this doesn't matter anymore there's a high possibility that she already died why do I even care about her? I've never seen her before and she never had seen me or not as far as I know.. I'd be happy to see her and talk to her about how life went so far.. But how when she'll be dead..? Why do I even care about you? All I know is that your name is Lumine and that we're twins but nothing more.. Or are we the same person with the opposite gender and personality? I doubt it.. What if it's true and then again it'll be wrong to think about it right now because she can be completely different from me and there's a chance that we'll not getting along well enough to even talk for a little, as much as I wish that we could have a little talk.. I'll just give it up and stop looking for you it's hopeless.. I'll never find you alive...

Aether tried to hold his tears back but failed and cried quietly before standing up and walking towards his bed to lay down on it to cry in there so that he's at least comfortable while crying his eyes out, he tried to cry as quiet as possible to get unnoticed but he really failed. Someone opened the door and entered his room, closing the door being them and slowly walking towards him, sitting down on the edge of his bed, stroking his hair softly. He immediately recognized the gentle touch and got up from his position to face the person. It was his one and only crush, Xiao, Aether blushed slightly out of embarrassment but still couldn't stop crying. Xiao looked blankly at him before speaking;