~♪Dangerous Love♪~ (Modern AU)

💫Losing a Friend II (Definitely The Last Chap) 🌙

since it wasn't really clear how Aether had died was the only way to find out what had happened in his diary, he always had carried it around whenever he was bored or outside, at school or home, day to night, it was important to Aether that he needed to carry it everywhere and anywhere. of course no one could believe it was suicide, which reason could he have to do anyway?

he still couldn't believe this had happened so suddenly. Xiao cried for days, day in day out, his best friend Venti tried to calm him down, but failed, sometimes Kazuha was with him looking for clues (kinda reminds me of Akise Aru lmao), after some days they finally had found the long search of it they found it in a random box, Xiao had opened it and surprisingly it was full of Xiao's favourite stuff, on the table was still good almond tofu.

"looks like that it's made a few hours ago"  said a mysterious woman, Xiao turned around to see who she was and his expression changes really quickly as he had saw her. she had the exact same face as Aether, same eye-colour, same expression and same hair-colour, he thought it was Aether but in more feminine and with short hair. 

Kazuha: "girl, can you help us out for a bit?"

"only if you tell me why you're in his room"

Kazuha: "we're just looking for some suicide clues , ya know"

"So my little brother really committed that? never thought he was that brave though, i had my doubts as he told me his plan"

Kazuha: "so you're his sister?"

"exactly, Lumine's the name"

Kazuha: "I've never expected to meet you here, i had thought you've already died"

Lumine: "whatcha talkin' 'bout? why should I? i've survived for Aether's sake, he was the reason i've had moved forward with this kind of life!" 

Xiao: "you're the girl he was always crying about? i've thought he cried over his girlfriend"

Lumine had started to laugh as if she had heard the funniest joke of the world. after a few minutes of silence she had stopped and calmed down. 

Lumine: "sorry, he never had a girlfriend before nor did he even had a relationship.. well not as far as i know" 

Kazuha: "he just died as a goddamn single, why was i that stupid and never asked him out?"

Lumine: "you'll never know when your target is going to die"

Xiao: "sounds like a life advice or something like that.."

Lumine: "wise words which came from Aether, weird isn't it?" 

Kazuha: "well pretty good to know what kind of sentences he had used in front of you"

Lumine: "kinda, most of them were just some stupid life advices, wise words or some requests if he could have an opportunity to help me out" 

the blonde girl laughed awkwardly before grabbing a small but thick book. She opened it and looked inside, looking for a specific page. she read it out loud saying; 

Lumine: "here i've found the page in his diary from this morning! here it says"

dear diary 

it's my last entry in this life cuz' i've did a lot of thinking lately since everything went downhill i've had most of the time really bad thoughts about giving up on my life even if it would hurt my friends mentally, i would never care about it, it hurts a lot to think how Lumine would react if i'd tell her my plan of the suicide i'll be doing, but it's worth to at least try but how without having her wanting to try to prevent me from doing it? well i'll just tell her straight forward and leave to make the almond tofu for Xiao, writing my goodbyes to everyone and leave this world forever, it kinda hurts me to do it, i don't wanna make Xiao sad but it feels right to just kill myself and leave everyone and this world behind! i'm excited to see my parents in the afterlife! my father always said "one day, you'll leave this world behind! so live a life you will remember~. which does remind me of the song 'the nights' by avicii, my favourite singer! i've never thought he was really gonna say this line but i'm grateful that he did even if it makes me sad because i'm gonna die before i can see and experience the first concert i always will be in this life but here i am giving up on my life before i actually turned 17! i'm soo happy! but here's the plan in detail before i forget what i wanted to do as a suicide;