Alrightyo. Im here. Not dead guys, and sorry for like the two years whoops. Ill try to update more, like idk what happened. This is not being discontinued, so dont worry for anyone who might be reading this. I also am not falling out of the fandom, do no worries there, I'm just busy. I hope you are all doing well and taking care of yourselves. I know it can be hard sometimes, but remember that everyday is a new day. Tomorrow will come and try to make the best of it. I love yall, stay healthy and safe. Now onto the story motherfuckers.
Life update and note at the bottom
TW: i again dont know what i will write but it is best to proceed with caution. :)
Rin woke up to an unfamiliar room. He was in a bed but it wasn't his. These sheets weren't his. Where am I? He swung his legs over the side of the bed, having to steady himself as the world spun around him. Rin shut his eyes tight, a slight nausea washing over him.
When he felt like he could lift his head without vomiting, Rin looked around the room. He stood up and walked towards a small desk by the bed he had been on. There was what you'd expect to be on a high schooler's desk, textbooks, notes, a picture. Wait. Rin recognized the people in the picture. Bon? Just as the confusion settled in, everything that had happened in the bathroom rushed back to him. Rin instinctively reached down to his arm and ripped his sleeve up. His arm had been cleaned and covered in bandages. Shit, he knows. Panic began to well up in his stomach just as he heard footsteps outside the door. Rin looked around, not knowing what to do. He could feel himself start to tremble. No one was supposed to know.
"Rin?"
Bon stood in the doorway, concern creasing his face. He took a step forward, which made the panic in his stomach drop. Looking around, Rin saw the open door to the bathroom and sprinted in, locking the door behind himself.
"Rin!" Bon pounded on the door with his fist, his voice filled with worry. "Rin! Please come out, please talk to me!" his voice wavered as he spoke.
"You weren't supposed to know." Rin's voice came out small and timid. His whole world has come crashing down in such a short amount of time. The facade he had been building so carefully was now laying in front of him, shattered.
"Rin please. Please unlock the door." Bon's voice was quiet this time as he pleaded. He sounded so broken and confused. Rin reached for the lock, hesitating when his fingers met the cold metal.
"What will happen if I do that?" the thoughts that were writhing in his head told him to run away as fast as he could, to find a window or some other exit he could escape through, but something in his heart told him to stop. It told him to try and trust this one time. To open the door and let Bon in. To let him take the hurt and emptiness and replace it with his warmth.
"We will just talk. Or not talk if you don't want to. But please, please open this door." Rin could hear him trail off, his voice breaking as he choked back tears.
"Okay." Rin turned the lock, slowly pushing open the door as his heart started to race. One thought spinning in his mind. What happens now?
As the door swung open, Rin felt the air in his lungs disappear as he was pulled into a bone-crushing hug.
"Thank you." Bon's voice was muffled in Rin's shoulder, but he could still hear the relief and pain that made his voice unsteady. "Now can you please talk to me?" Bon pulled away to look at Rin in the face, who stared down at the floor.
"Okay."
Okay. Hi. it's been i think about two years since I uploaded. So sorry about that guys. I got real busy with school- liek rlly busy. I failed a class so I've been really trying hard to keep up my grades and forgot about this for a while. I'm hoping to be able to upload more, but I do have a pretty busy schedule so it might be pretty irregular when i do. I've been doing up and down in terms of mental health so that doesn't help much either. I figured some stuff out and i use he/they pronouns now, and liek have been having a hard time with dysphoria. I also got diagnosed with autism on top of the adhd, so i've been kinda all over the place. my dog also passed away recently too, so I'm just struggling a bit, but it's getting better. I hope y'all like the lil treat mfs, i love and appreciate each and everyone of you. until next time, and stay safe and drink water.
TLDR: life has been crazy and i have poor memory but thanks for being here 🫶
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