new beginnings

Chapter 111

taylor pov

"i still haven't heard anything!" i cried and on cue the door opened and a weak and she gave me the most worst and depressing look.

"i'm so sorry. i tried to save her taylor...it's selena...she's dead."

i felt my whole world spiraling.

everything came crashing down.

my life is over.

the love of my life? dead?

"w-what?"

mackenzie nodded with tears streaming down her cheeks, "i'm so sorry tayl-"

"NO! no s-she can't be d-dead! it must be a mistake or something! selena isn't dead she can't be!" i screamed and ran out of the room.

"TAYLOR!" alison yelled out to me.

i ran down the hallway until i reached a door.

i looked at the name and it said on the tag, swift, selena

i ran in, "selena." i said and ran to her bed.

there was a sheet over her body and my whole body shook.

"taylor-" "no! i have to see for myself!" i screamed at mackenzie.

i took the edge of the sheet and pulled it back.

i gagged at the smell and pulled my face away.

i looked back and saw her...

her skin was pale white, little bumps on her skin.

i noticed a hole in her head.

tears dripped from my eyes.

her body wouldn't move.

not even a little.

i took her frozen hand into mine and brought it to my lips.

i kissed it shakily and sobbed.

"i'm so sorry selena. i should've went with you. this is all my fault. i'm so stupid. so so stupid. please come back to me. you can't be dead sel. i need you. brooklyn needs you. how will i raise her without you next to me? please selena. don't leave me." i begged and knelt at her bed.

i sobbed until i heard, "mama?"

i shot my head up and turned my head, "brooklyn."

"what's wrong mama?"

"brooklyn don't-" alison tried to stop her but she walked over.

she looked on the bed, "is that mommy?"

i choked on my tears and sobbed more.

"mama? is she dead?"

i looked at my 7 year old daughter through my tears and slowly nodded.

brooklyn pouted sadly and sniffled.

"come here baby." i said and opened my arms.

she walked over and collapsed into my arms.

we both cried together and i held brooklyn closely to me.

"i don't want mommy dead mama."

i closed my eyes tightly, "i know baby i know. me either." i whispered and sobbed as i felt my heart being ripped apart.

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alison pov

i layed down on emily's bed with her as we listened to taylor bawling her eyes out with brooklyn.