Vel Marous Emrys

Malfoy manor

By summer I had in fact taken my owl's in all subjects internationally. Death and life had helped me study my missing subjects up to owl level. And I would be bringing Tom back at this coming Yule. Severus had gotten me to play sometimes. We would end up with my room in shambles. And Papa watching us amused. This past weekend Severus had been by for a visit at the same time as Draco and Theodore. He had infact managed to get us all in a game. Though Draco had upset me a great deal when he threw beary to the fire nest. Still killed me how Papa and Snape hadn't caught the connection to real life these epic tales had.

Evil castle of the blue eyed menace. Angry fire bird of caged hill. The impedious monster of black night. And the search for the red hero of all. When Lucius had heard these tales of adventure he had given me an odd look. Currently I was at Malfoy manner for the night at Papa's insisting. Draco had left me alone to read. I spied Lucius slip in clearly trying to watch me unnoticed.

"Any particular reason why your spying on me Mr Malfoy?" I asked absently turning the page in the book on dark spells.

With a heavy sigh he came over to me. Sitting opposite easily. "I was curious how you came up with such epic tales of adventure Vel." Glancing up at him through my lashes I saw him starring at me intently.

"You know who I used to be right?" I asked closing the book on my finger to keep my page. At his nod I continue. "Well Ragnarok has told me what supposedly happened but I remember it differently. Always have. I remember that the blue eyed man came they stood against him when the red eyed man came he tried to protect her. Then imerio was intoned and the red eyes man turned on her. I remember him being told to kill her. And in turn me. I remember Snape holding her. That night is my first memory." I explained some of the truth watching as his face paled.

"And the adventure of fire bird at caged hill, or the quest to find the red hero?" He asked worry lacing his voice. I frowned at him though.

"The fire bird at caged hill refers to the fact that according to information I have gotten is actually forcibly traped. And as for searching for him I have sent people out looking. I have gotten some leads in Albania recently. I am hopeful to see him home." He nodded silently before his head snapped up to stare at me in shock. When an older gentleman that looked very much like him came over from another section of the library and sat I looked at him wearily.

"Abraxus Malfoy, and you used to be the Potter boy am I correct in my understanding of everything I overheard just now?" I gave a nod watching for any sign of aggression. But he smiled at me. "Now your known as Vel Emrys correct?" I nod again. "And your looking for him to bring him home?" With another nod the man beamed at me.

"This is great news Vel, but does your Papa know what you've been up to? He may not be happy your taking such a risk." I frowned at Lucius.

"As I am not taking the risk myself and I'm using a series of accounts to pay for the extracted information I didn't see the need to inform him. Especially since he still sees no need to tell me of Snape and him. Despite what I suspect they are going to be up to tonight." I told them reopening the book still feeling angry about that.

"Oh what do you suspect they are up to?" Abraxus asked seeming amused by my upset.

"I do believe they are going to have a date night followed by a night in MY Papa's bed. And I highly doubt they will just be sleeping. Though I do imagine Snape will be rather sore come morning." I bit out irritated that Papa's bed would be tainted by sex so I would never go there again.

"How on earth would you know such things?" He asked moderately horrified.

"There is a reason I ran away from those people the blue eyed one left me with. According to my full medical records I was only four the first time. And only two when he started to touch." I snapped venomously. "When Ragnarok told me everything he knew and how the name Harry Potter was famous I knew it would be a mistake to keep it. Finding out that I could change it to Emrys do to my mother being from that squib line. I ran with it and I had already chosen a new first and second name. Finding out I had a separate name day was just icing on the cake for me. I had it all changed. So I can be safe. So I can be me not some mascot for a people whom abandoned me. Now if you don't mind I'm agitated and could cause harm with my magic being so lethal." I ranted at them now thoroughly pissed off. Before slamming the book down on the couch and storming out heading towards the gardens.

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His choice of words in regards to us made a lot of things click into place about him. "That's why he hates human wizard's." I said stumped as to how I could fix this. My father looked at me still shocked by the child.

"That's your concern Lucius what happened to that boy is...." He started to go into lecture mood so I cut him off.

"I've known about that Fenrir has relied on us to help deal with these things. The night Fenrir found him the boy was afraid he would do such things to him. Only because he is an adult. Asked him not to beat him when he was finished." I told him watching as my father looked truly heart broken by this. "But his thoughts on humans he's always simplified down to all humans are bad. So deep is his hatred he has tried to get wolves and vampires alike to change him. But there is something about him that they recoil from turning him." I continued my father clearly was mortified by this news.

Vel had actually tried this on numerous occasions. Leading to many arguments between him and Fenrir. And shit loads of worry on their end. "His wording about human wizard's. The way he said he was abandoned by us makes everything make more sense. A short time before I'm guessing he decided to run away. Some pictures he'd drawn showed up to Severus. He'd drawn them at some point. They showed what he was going through. One even showed that he remembers Severus holding her. He had written on it asking Severus to find him." My father was now looking at the floor.

When he motioned I continued. "But the words written were daddy when will you find me. So to him Severus abandoned him just as much as the rest." I finished not really sure what else to say.

After a bit my father turned to me. "I'm guessing this is his real problem with what those two are up to. He has bad separation anxiety from what you've told me in the past. This seems to boil that down it's not simple separation anxiety it's fear of abandonment." My eyes widened realizing he was right. "Top that off with his intelligence and temperament and Fenrir's cub is definitely going to be stubborn. And highly upset about them not saying anything." He finished off then began to chuckle. As he left he looked at me. "I'm glad he's going to bring him home. They will no doubt balance each other."

I watched my father leave still chuckling to himself. So in Vel's mind Severus abandoned him. And with him getting with Fenrir Vel feels venerable. Could Vel be afraid that they will leave him. As these thoughts passed through my head I knew that was exactly why Vel was upset about it. As for his feelings regarding humans in general we'll just have to continue to show him were here. Those feelings are deeply ensconced in him.