High School [Jotakak] ♥

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- Jotaro POV -

I woke up, drained and drowsy. I sparked up remembering what I asked Kakyoin yesterday. Hes coming over for dinner at around 5 PM. I thought with excitement. I sighed and checked the time. 10:48 AM. Less than seven hours until he comes. 

I sat there, thinking about Kakyoin. His slightly feminine physique, curly red bang that hung down above his face, his unique cherry earrings. And most of all, his alluring purple eyes that are deeper than the ocean. Kakyoin is a truly magnificent and majestic. I realized something. Do I have a crush on Kakyoin?

My mind went blank. Did I? I got up, got dressed and started to head out of my room. "Goodmorning honey!" My mom called out to me. "Breakfast is almost ready!" I grunted in response. She got breakfast ready, and we sat down. I stared at my mom for a while, debating on whether I should tell her what I thought about this morning. "Is something wrong sweetheart?" I stared at her a little longer, then snapped out of my thoughts. "Uhm-" I said flustered. "I have a question." She looked at me, amused. "What is it sweetie?" She said almost eagerly.  I hesitated. "How would you know if you- uh - had a crush on someone?" I said pulling my hat down, flushed. My mom stood there for a minute in utter shock. She cleared her throat, "Its a warm fuzzy feeling, a longing for someone." She said unsure. "It's when your face turns red and hot, and you have trouble speaking or making eye contact. When your stomach has butterflies." She said anxiously. "Why sweetie, do you have a crush on someone?" I visibly jumped at the question. "I- I think so." She clapped her hands together and cheered. "Oh gosh that's great to hear! You're finally opening up to someone!" I sighed. "Shut up bitch." 

I have a crush on Kakyoin. A male. Am I gay? Wow, should I be worried or thrilled? I sat on my bed staring at the ceiling. What am I going to tell my mom? What will she think? My mind was spinning. I had a giant headache, before finally falling asleep.

- Time skip brought to you by Jotaros tiredness -

I woke up, unsure of the time. I checked my clock; 4:35. At first, I sighed. Then I panicked. Kakyoin is coming over soon! I rummaged through my closet and drawers, trying to find a good outfit. I picked out something simple, a sweater and some sweatpants. I kept my hat on, because it made me feel secure. My stomach lurched. I was both excited and absolutely terrified.

I think I'm going to tell Kakyoin about how I feel. I'm not sure when or how, but I'm going to tell him tonight. What if he doesn't like me back? I thought doubtingly. "Honey are you ready?" My mom called out to me. "Yeah." I said loudly back at her. I walked out of my room into the dining area. 

I clasped my hands together. My palms grew sweaty, and my face was drained. I was petrified. I check the time, 4:58. Any second now. We waited a moment then heard a knock at the door. Kakyoin. I was frozen but got up anyway to open the door. Those bright and delicate eyes looked up at me. "Jotaro." His voice was breathtaking. "Come on in." I turned and walked to our table. We both took our seats. 

My mom got out the large dinner and placed it around the table. We sat, picking around for what we wanted. Kakyoin had a constant smile ever since he walked into the house. Was he faking or did he actually enjoy his stay? We all ate in silence. My whole body stiffened, cringed by the silence. I felt I had to break it. "Kakyoin, what do you like to paint?" I asked him. He looked at me eyes wide, then said, "People. Also, abstract art is really cool." He said grinning. My face heated up.

We all finished our dinner, stuffed and satisfied. "Kakyoin." I said, pulling him aside to where my mom won't hear. "I have to tell you something."

To be continued...