skz oneshots

mommy x minho - mask

TW : depression, mommy kink

he screamed into the pillow, tears rolling furiously down his face. the loud noise was carefully muffled. 

no one was allowed to hear it.

no one could see him like this. so weak. so vulnerable. but he couldn't take it anymore. he needed you. he wanted you. 

he needed your fingers to run through his hair, he needed your lips on his head, he needed you to tell him it was going to be okay. he needed your soft voice whispering in his ear before the performances, interviews, tiktoks.

without you, minho was going crazy.

minho curled into a ball, hugging the pillow. he sobbed harder, consciously making sure none of the members heard him. 

"min hyung? there's someone here for you." jeongin said from behind the door.

minho swallowed quickly, all his sorrow and sadness. "i'm kinda busy, can they come back later?" he was all puffy and red. they'd know he was crying.

"i-i don't think the- wait i don't know if you should go in!" minho heard jeongin whispering. he buried his head in a different pillow, a dry one, throwing the wet one across the room.

the door opened. minho tensed. who was it? what did they want?

jeongin slowly closed the door. he was happy for his hyung. he deserved this.

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minho felt something heavy next to him. a hand slowly trailed up his back and massaged his head.

mommy...

he turned around. you were there, smiling and eyes glistening.

you moved forward and took minho into your arms. he was shocked.

you pressed a kiss onto his forehead, stroking his dark brown locks. "god, i've missed you so much." you said. minho cried onto your chest, his arms wrapped tightly around your waist. he didn't ever want to let you go.

"w-why did you g-go? you left me." minho managed to say, through shaky breaths.

you exhaled. the rage inside of you bubbled. you were furious at JYP. he had told you that you were distracting minho from doing his best in stray kids. he had said that you were limiting him.

that was one thing you had swore never to do. you would never limit minho, he was capable of so much. minho not reaching his full potential wouldn't be your fault. so you left for his sake.

but it didn't work out. minho missed you. you missed him like mad. minho began to deteriorate, not learning choreo properly or just overworking himself to the max. he had tried to hide his break up grief from his members, but they noticed. they noticed the toll it was taking on him.

during their tour, minho had become more distant, able to act okay in front of fans but in private, was a different story. chan hated to see him struggle like this when the cure was right there. he called JYP and threatened him saying that if he didn't let you and minho date again, he would expose JYP for gambling (idk what to put, this is the best i could come up with).

you wrapped your arms around minho, him becoming tangled in your embrace. "i'm never leaving you again baby."

he sobbed onto your chest, the crying slowly stopping and small sniffles could be heard.

"h-how do i know you wont l-leave again?" minho asked, his bottom lip wobbling slightly.

"JYP got into my head, but thats not an excuse. minnie, i shouldn't have listened but i did. i'm never doing it again." you said, lifting minho's head to face you. you planted a soft kiss on his nose. "i learn from my mistakes, i don't repeat them."

minho exhaled, scooching up a bit so he was eye level with you. "i missed you too mommy."

you smiled, happy to see your precious boyfriend again. you laid minho down and took  off your coat and bag. just as you stood up, minho grabbed your arm. he stared up at you with red eyes, tears already threatening to fall.

"don't go.." he whispered. you smiled comfortingly, "i'm not going anywhere, i just have to clean up, okay?" you softly stroked his cheek before leaning down to gently kiss his lips.

minho nodded, sitting cutely and cross legged on the bed.

you undressed and changed into a t shirt and shorts, washed your face and brushed your teeth. setting your bags aside, you sat back in the squishy bed with your baby.

minho snuggled up next to you, as you draped a thick blanket over the two of you.

"ah, this is so comfy! i love this mattress." you said.

"mm, its so nice to sleep in." minho hesitated before saying, "but i wished you were with me all the time."

you kissed his head again, getting closer to him under the covers. "i know, i wanted you with me everyday."

minho laughed softly, hugging you.

"i love you minho. sooo much!"

he laughed again, looking up at you with his doll like, sparkling eyes.

"i love you too, even more."

you leaned down to kiss his soft lips again, before laying your head down on the pillow.

#softminhoworlddomination