skz oneshots

changjin - lonely

T/W : angst, fluff

im so sorry my unalived gremlinos, i've left you unfed for so long i suddenly felt like my writing was terrible compared to a lot of writers i read. anyhoo

also THANK YOU FOR 37K i ascended seeing that <33333 ik i keep saying it but you gremlinos are really wicked peeps

who is a little here? (i am) ive never met one irl before

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changbin let out a small groan, placing down the weights he had been exercising with for the past couple of hours. the rapper clenched and unclenched his fists, trying to relax his hands. 

he glanced over at chan and minho who had their hair hanging over their eyes, working out diligently taking water breaks every now and then.

changbin sighed and looked back at the weights. he had been there before his hyungs so maybe he did deserve a rest.

he washed his face and hands before walking back to the dorms. changbin trudged through the door feeling more tired than usual. 

"wait.." he mumbled to himself. something was off.

changbin walked around, checking all the rooms to see if anyone was there. the dorm was empty. that meant hyunjin wasn't home either. 

changbin pouted, falling face first onto the couch pillows. he hadn't seen hyunjin in a week, their schedules never lining up.

and when they did see each other, it was rushed greetings and maybe a tiny airborne kiss. yeah, they slept together at night, but they both woke up at different times leaving no time for them to speak to one another.

the curly haired boy huffed, crossing his arms around a pillow. he pulled himself up and went to take a nap in his own room.

but his brain would not shut off. it had made the amazing decision to pull out every fluffy, lovey dovey memory changbin had ever had with hyunjin and make him feel like shit.

changbin laid on his bed, grasping the pink duck plushie hyunjin gave him for his birthday the year they started dating. he held back tears as memories of going out, feeding each other, cuddling flooded his mind.

it had been so long since he had just a hug from his boyfriend. "hyunjin.." he whimpered. changbin sat up and wiped his tears.

the boy breathed heavily, trying to control how he felt. he didn't wanna be found crying like a fucking baby, all alone by one of his members.

changbin grabbed his phone and opening it. the first thing he saw was his wallpaper, hyunjin cuddling him and kissing his cheek.

"jin-jinnie.." changbin sobbed quietly, hating how uncontrollable he felt over himself. his fingers gripped the phone tighter, his emotions balling up inside him. hot tears brimmed in his eyes as his breaths sped up.

changbin needed hyunjin's arms around him, securing him and making him feel loved again.

he grabbed hyunjin's grey hoodie from the wardrobe and slipped it on, wiggling over to hyunjin's side of the bed. changbin closed his eyes, slowly breathing in his smell. it was almost as if he was really here.

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keys jangled in the lock of the door, alerting changbin. his eyes snapped open, and he grabbed his phone to check the time.