skz oneshots

chanlix - safespace

skzflix = stray kids without felix

T/W : subspace, fluff

chan kissed felix's neck lightly, nuzzling his face into his chest. felix cooed at his boyfriend, carding his small hands through chan's fried hair. 

chan nuzzled his face into his boyfriends neck, pressing kisses all over him. felix's trademark peach perfume scent made him feel fuzzy, "love you lixie." chan mumbled, a dopey smile on his face.

felix grinned at him, kissing his cheek. "where'd that come from, baby?" chan's random show of affection wouldn't go unnoticed by his attentive boyfriend. 

chan muttered into felix's chest, pulling the blanket over his head. yep, felix was right.

he stroked his back, clasping their hands together. "you feel subby today precious?" felix asked, feeling chan tense up.

the older trembled and tears pooled in his eyes. was he bad because he didn't tell felix that he felt subspace creeping up on him? 

one word, precious, sent him over the edge and into his headspace. he was teetering before, but now he was fully submerged.

felix heard a sniffle and immediately felt a massive wash of guilt. "oh bubs," he cooed, uncovering chan and holding him closer to him, "i'm not mad at you baby. you've done nothing wrong."

chan's glossy eyes stared up at him, his heart shaped lips in a little pout. "ch'nie good?" he asked, his head a little heavy. he hadn't been in subspace for a while. 

felix noticed it all. the slurred words, dilated pupils, slower movements. he smiled warmly at his boyfriend, nodding, "of course. channie is a good boy, the best boy." he swiftly stood up, pressing chan firmly to his chest making sure he didn't feel too overwhelmed.

felix knew chan liked to be as close as possible to him as he could when he got into his headspace. he quietly entered their room, only turning on the dimly lit lamps. bright lights tended to send chan into a crying panic, which was something that happened once and will never happen again.

he sat chan gently on the bed, the older whining softly. felix picked him up again, laying him down so he could hold him from behind.

chan sighed in relief as felix wrapped his arms around him, the overwhelming sense of security and safeness made him feel so warm.

"lix.." he mumbled, nosing his face into felix's arm. felix hummed, gently petting his stomach. "wanna turn around for me sweetheart?"

chan whined and tumbled around, immediately burying his head in felix's chest, snuggling well under the duvet.

felix smiled and chuckled, "that was too much for you, huh? don't worry you don't have to do any more moving." he kissed chan's head, holding him in his arms.

the boy whimpered, hearing his boyfriend laugh. his head was pressed against felix's chest and the light chuckle sounded much louder than it really was.

"stop l-laughing 't me." he said, the words slightly muffled by his position. but felix heard it.

"channie, i wasn't laughing at you. i was laughing at how cute you are." chan felt tears pool in his eyes, his chest constricting as a small sob left him. he didn't know why that was such a trigger to his emotions, but he couldn't help but cry.

"aw, baby, don't cry," felix cooed, picking him up and laying him next to him, so he could see his pretty face.

chan smushed his face into the pillow, cheeks a little red.

"channie, look at me." he said, tucking curly strands behind his ears. "c'mon baby."

the boy reluctantly turned his head, eyes watery and pouting at felix. "you," he grumbled, poking a finger at felix. "meanie."

felix gasped dramatically and pulled chan into his arms, rocking him. "how could you say such a thing baby? i love you too much to ever be mean to you."

chan's stomach tingled with butterflies. "you laughed." he said. he wanted to say more but he felt more and more non verbal as felix's hug made him feel warmer.

"i'm sorry baby, i promise it wasn't at you." felix murmured, leaning his head on chan's hair, kissing his hands.

chan mumbled, nodding softly. "'kay.."

felix smiled, placing a soft boop on chan's nose. "you finding it a little hard to talk, pretty baby?" chan nodded again, blushing madly. 

pretty baby.

chan's head felt fuzzy as those words floated around in his head. "thats alright. you don't have to talk, it can be all cuddles right now, beautiful."

the boy didn't register what felix was saying, all he could hear was his boyfriend's sweet voice and the familiar heartbeat that was lulling him to sleep.

felix recognised the droopy crossed eyes and sleepy-sad expression on his boyfriend's face. "you're so smart, baby. you work so hard for our group, so talented and amazing, bubs." felix saw a sleepy smile hover on chan's lips before it disappeared again, along with the last bit of chan's opened eyes.

"you deserve all this love baby. all of it and more, my sweet prince." felix whispered, planting a tiny kiss to chan's forehead.

wait...

who's yongbok again?