Ambivalence Memories : A Collection of Poems

Poetry Entry No. VII : Something New?

The time I remember,
In the month of September,
The moment his eyes struck mine,
I felt a static feeling I'm going to be fine.

Through the tides of time,
We get along the way,
There's this feeling I can't explain.
Waiting for the lever to trigger.

He realized, and I became speechless,
Still, hoping, but felt helpless,
Since then, we're now a stranger,
Hiding, sneaking his sight like a ranger.

In the first month of October,
Wishing I was sober,
Finding answers, don't want tragedy,
But found none, and still a mystery.

Entering class, not wanting to see him,
I want to be a ghost, just roaming around.
A day without him feels so different.
Accepting it, walking through different paths.